I run into his arms and he pulls my head into his chest stroking my hair
"Shhhh" he whispers trying to reduce my tears and it looks like hes about to cry as well. This was the worse state I had been in for along time, even I could see that. He takes my arm to take a look at bandage but I pull away and hide it behind my back away from his reach.
"Dont Beau..." I say quietly and he kisses the top of her head. He looks down at me and frowns. I could only imagine what I looked like right now. Why did I agree to let Bryony putting so much make up on me? I sniff and turn my head to look away but he grabs my chin and pulls my face close to his so I can feel his breath against my cheeks.
"You are never alone Dahlia, you hear me. You are never alone" He says inches from my face. He releases the grip on my chin and I stare him for a moment, both of us breathing heavily and in sync. I couldnt contain myself any longer. I reach up crash my lips to his which catches him by surprise, my hands coiling around his neck pulling him closer to me. He kisses me back roughly, grabbing my legs to wrap them round his waist.
"I need you Beau" I breathe pulling away. I can barely make out his face from dim light but I didn't need to see him in order to know he believed me. I pull his head back towards me and start kissing him again. He lowers me down onto the bed and helps me pull my dress off over my head. I tip my head back as he places kisses down the side of my neck, running his fingertips just over the skin above my breasts. I dig my nails into his back and he pulls off his shirt, pressing his body closer to mine, his erection pressing against the inside of my thigh.
His hand travels down to the top of my panties and I feel him hesitate and instead brings his mouth to mine.
"Do it" I whisper in his ear biting his lobe. He listens to me and I feel his fingers slip inside me and my back arches almost instantly at the coldness, and I grip his neck pulling him to me. He runs his lips along my jaw bone and I roll my head back whimpering.
"Dahl I can stop any time" he groans softly into my mouth and my teeth clamp down onto his bottom lip in response.
"Don't stop" I whisper heavily" Don't ever stop"
He kisses my lips and slides down in between my legs, his eyes still fixated on me. He presses his lips to me and begins to suck gently. My legs twitch and my hands shoot down to his hair tugging and pulling. I shut my eyes but I can still feel his stare on me. I decide to open them again and pull him up to face me, one hand tugging at his belt. He takes my fingers in his hands and kisses them. I needed him.
"Are you sure you want to go through with this" he asks and I nod.
"Cuz if your not-"
"Beau, Im sure." I say and he smiles and gets off me to undress himself.
He takes off his socks and crawls back onto the bed, hovering above my body, his abs brushing slightly against my chest.
My stomach clenches in excitement and anxiety. Was it going to hurt? It had always hurt with Ian, and it was excruciating with Ben. What would it feel like? Would I enjoy it? Beau opens his hand to reveal a small package and I shake my head. Ian had put me on the pill as soon as my period had started so he didnt have to bother with a condom every time. I'm surprised I hadnt caught anything yet.
He throws the condom to the side and pulls down my panties while I unclasp my bra. I feel him brush against me and I breath in heavily through my nose preparing myself. He brushes the hair out of my eyes and I feel him enter me. Its slightly uncomfortable at first but it doesnt hurt surprisingly. My hands work their way up to his neck pulling his face to mine so I can kiss him. His lips are rough against my own and theres a faint taste of spearmint which I hadnt noticed before. He must of been chewing gum before I had come in.
"Is that okay" he asks his lips skimming across my upper lip, "I can stop if it hurts"
"No its fine" I whimper as he thrusts into me, one hand cupping my breasts, the other supporting him. His eyes have turned very dark and wild, it almost accentuated the tight feeling building in my stomach. He thrusts into me again and I watch him get lost. The light catches the muscles in his arms as him moves. The way he felt inside me was incredible. I had never even imagined sex to feel like this, so pleasurable. The way Beau made me feel screamed out love, I treasured the connection with him, how close I could to him, our bodies fitting together as we moved as one.
"Are you sure it doesnt hurt? Your doing so well" he says sucking my neck. I groan and squeeze my eyes shut.
"It feels amazing" I breath grinning.
His hand moves from my breast down and begins rubbing me and the feeling in my stomach continues buliding up. I almost wanted to explode. I cant stop my nails digging into his back again and I see his face screw up, whether it was in pain or pleasure I couldnt tell. He sucks the skin against my neck again and I lift my head up higher, his hair tickling my face
"Im going to...." he moans and I cut him off my kissing him, but he pulls out anyway. He then falls beside me, his arms wrapping around my waist to pull me on top of him. He tugs at the duvet to cover my body and I snuggle down so my face is resting on his chest. His heart is beating so fast and I cover my free ear to listen.
"I love you so much Dahlia Gray, dont ever forget that" he says quietly and I tilt my head up to look at him. His eyes are shut but I can see him smiling. I smile too and and rest my head back down. When I know hes asleep I brush the hair off his forehead and kiss him.
"I love you too Beau Brooks, more than you will ever know"
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Hidden Secrets - A Beau Brooks Fanfic
FanfictionDahlia Gray is 18 years old and suffering from depression. With a drunken mother, an abusive stepfather and a fear of school, she is fighting a loosing battle, until she unexpectedly meets a mysterious boy named Beau, who at first chance asks her t...