Obsessively. (Shikamaru Fanfic)

nine.

I traced the bruise on his face. It was in the beginning stages of turning into that horrible yellow color. A week had passed and we barely left my apartment choosing to only keep each other company. I ran my fingers through his hair he needed a hair cut. It was starting to look more shaggy rather than his usual spiky ponytail.

"You really are obsessed with watching me." I shrugged not denying it. I trailed my nose up his neck breathing in his scent. He flinched away, ticklish.

We had gotten over the unintentional drama and all that was left was our feelings for each other that hadn't changed. I was his Kira.

I placed a small kiss on his collar bone. He was right before I am a possessive girlfriend. Now that he was definitely mine. I wasn't going to let him go.

"I want to kiss you." I said suddenly enjoying the blush that crept up Shikamaru' face.

"Then do it you troublesome woman." I sat up carefully straddling him, much to his surprise. I leaned down trailing my fingers across his clothes chest. He shivered as I leaned forward placing a kiss on neck. Chin. Nose. Everywhere I could without connecting our lips. With a laugh he flipped us over so I was beneath him. He looked down at me before leaning forward and kissing the life out of me. I had become obsessed with the feel of Shikamaru that I didn't want to stop. But we had to breathe. He pulled away laughing at the whimper that left me.

"I want you." He was still looking at me but he blushed when I bucked my hips forward. He stuttered a little before remaining quiet.

"Shika?" His face looked like a tomato and I reached up kissing him gently.

"We can wait." He looked a little relieved and I cursed myself not thinking about him as I said that. It was true though I wanted him.

"Sorr-"

"Don't apologise. When you're ready." I pulled him down into a tight hug, kissing at his beet red face. laughing when he groaned in embarrassment. He was too cute.

He gripped my hip and I had to try hard not to think nasty thoughts. I mean we had only been together  officially for one week. Of course he wasn't ready.

His hand stayed on my hips as if teasing me.

"I....just haven't... Yaknow?" He was staring at my lips avoiding my gaze.

"Had sex?" his face was already so red it somehow got darker. He nodded trying to hide his burning cheeks.

"Mmmmm Good. There's nothing to be embarrassed about Shika. Look at me. It's fine."

"We can go as slow as you need." I caressed his warm cheeks placing a kiss to them. Apart of me, the possessive side, was excited that he had never had a woman. The other was completely shocked who wouldn't want this man. Or did he not want anybody else? The latter thought making me feel special.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice he wasn't near me anymore. I looked around to see he wasn't anywhere. I heard the shower turn on and I sighed in relief I thought I scared him off.

About 15 minutes later he came back in a towel. He was definitely teasing  me now I was certain. He blushed as I took him in.

"I uh forgot my clothes." This shy side of Shikamaru was endearing and I really liked it. I nodded eyes still on him. The water droplets were falling slowly down his chest as if taunting me. I looked away.

As slow as he needs! I repeated in my head. I quickly without looking at his naked chest grabbed a few clothes from the drawer and rushed into the bathroom. Why the hell was he so damn attractive?