Obsessively. (Shikamaru Fanfic)

four.

It was late at night Shikamaru had left despite saying he would stay if I wanted him too.

"No you idiot, you have a mission tomorrow go home and rest." He was hesitant but he kissed me on the cheek and left like I told him too. Now I really wished I hadn't sent him away. I was feeling a bit paranoid like I was being watched but I couldn't feel or see anyone. The scene in the office shook me. What if this Kakashi did know me? Was my name actually Kami? I shook my head I would've recognized him. Right? Then again I recognized no one. I closed all the curtains ignoring the voice that told me someone was still watching me. I washed up quickly and hid under the blanket and slowly fell asleep.

KAKASHI POV

It had to be her but it couldn't be. She was exactly the way I remember. I watched her, from the roof, close the curtains. She could probably feel me even though she didn't know it. Tsunade had given me the run down on her as well and she also agreed that she thought the girl in the house was Kami. I was angry i had to find out about  her by Iruka that's shes been here 8 months. Did they not think to inform me? When I saw her  in the office I was expecting Iruka to be full of shit but it was her! In the flesh. Kami, was a konoha kunoichi that passed away while we were on a mission around ten years ago. It was impossible for her to be here right now. Absolutely no changes besides her eyes that held no recognition of me or any one else in the village. I saw Kami die with my own eyes. I quietly teleported into her home. She probably didn't know but this was hers before she left I made the third keep it empty. I reached down slowly pulling the blanket from off of her face. My heart quickened at the sight of her sleeping.
The last time I saw her she was bleeding out in my arms.

"Run Kakashi.." I held tight, everything I learned as ninja was useless as I held the dying girl in my arms. I didn't care if I was attacked right now, I just needed to be with her. I could feel her chakra slowly leaving her body and cried to God that it wasn't fair. She was one of the purest souls, she didn't deserve to die like this, in the middle of a battle. I traced her features that were blurred by my tears and saw a small smile expand across her face. I watched as she slowly reached up and cupped my face.

"Run. Baka."I shook my head I was staying. A huge explosion was heard from our left but I still couldn't move. I knew if I carried her she would die quicker. She was only hanging on by her will.

"Don't let me die unhappy Kashi.. get out of here." I stood carefully not to hurt her more than she already was.

"Kakashi look out." With the last of her energy she pulled me down gasping her last breath as the kunai that was supposed to hit me dug into her chest. With widened eyes I watched the girl I love die, that small smile still on her face.

A tear slid down my cheek and I harshly wiped it away. I reached down not in a creepy way and moved away a piece of her top. If she had no scar, it wasn't her.

In the darkness of the room,exactly where Kami took the hit that would've killed me along with her, it was there in plain sight. It was the perfect shape for a kunai. I wasn't mistaken. Kami had returned... From the dead. Now I just needed to know how. I placed her top the way it was and I bent down towards her level. It was shocking to see how much she hadn't changed. I had aged considerably while she was the same. I pulled my mask down, feeling a bit overwhelmed. How? . I leaned forward placing a small kiss to her temple ignoring the feeling of sadness flowing through me. I had to get out of here before she wakes up and freaked out. I was going to be keeping a close eye on her.

Her death had haunted me for a long time and now that she was back, granted with no memory what so ever, I wasn't going to let anything happen to her. Believe it.

I teleported out of the house and stayed on the roof until morning. I could hear her as she woke up.

I listened as she yawned almost screaming as she stretched. A small smile was on my face hearing her hum a random tune as she got ready. She was exactly the same as before. I shook my head knowing she was alright I hopped the roofs to my own house which wasnt far away. Just down the street.

"So did you learn anything?" Tsunade was on my couch helping herself to my food. I nodded avoiding eye contact.

"It's her." She nodded figuring as much.

"She's clearly forgotten who she was and who you were so keep away from her for a bit....don't look like that. Shizune said you really freaked her out. If she's going to remember let her do it in her own time naturally. Remember shes still the same 18 year old girl from before just with no memory of who she is."

I was a whole ten years above her. I thought for a second and realized I didn't care I wasn't going to let someone else have her. She would always be mine just how I was always her. Still to this day....