Moments Like These (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction) (Watty Awards 2012)

chapter 11

***************Harry's POV*******************

   We were aloud to go back into the hospital room where Liam, Niall, and Zayn were, they were just holding Liam and Niall over night to make sure everything was in check and they would be released in the morning, Zayn on the other hand was a different story, he was in a coma, everyone was taking this with a lot of pain, especially Jaycee, I think she is taking it the worst. they are indeed best friends and do almost everything together, hopefully that's why she's so upset, I can't help but feel like there are more behind her tears that are falling down her pail cheeks like a waterfall.

   I walked into the room where Jaycee was holding Zayn's hand and crying like a baby, I couldn't help but feel bad, like some how it was my fault, even though I wasn't even in the car with them when the accident happened.

    I walked behind Jaycee and wrapped my arms around her waist trying to bring some comfort to her "hello love, how are you feeling?" I asked kissing her on the cheek

"I'm fine I guess, just I want him to be okay, I don't think I could lose him, he's my best friend" she said trailing off at the end of the sentence and a new batch of tears went streaming down her face

    "Love, everything will be okay, I can tell you that much" I wasn't so sure, but I had to be strong for Jaycee, she deserved someone to be strong for her, she is usually the one being so strong and not wanting anyone to see her hurt, but obviously at this moment in time she didn't care

   "I'll leave you alone for a while love, I'm thinking about going and getting a bite to eat" I said letting go of her small shaking hand and standing up looking down at her waiting for an answer, she nodded her head and with that I walked out of the dull room to the equally dull hallways.

   "Is this all sir?" the girl behind the register said, she was giving me a flirty smile and licking her lips, I was in a hospital and you don't come to hospitals to flirt, especially with the girl you're beginning to fall hard for is sitting up stairs crying her eyes out.

"Yes" I said grabbing my hot coffee and Jaycee's hot chocolate she asked for.

    I walked back to the room where everyone was but I stopped in the waiting room to see everyone sleeping in the chairs. I walked the way to the room where my friends were, broken. I stopped when I heard a fragile voice talking quietly and immediately recognized it as Jaycee's

    "I don't know what I'm feeling right now Zayn, I know you can't hear me but I need to get it out of my head, I am falling for Harry, but all of this, the accident, you not waking up and me not being able to see your beautiful eyes, has made me realize something, well i think," she said stopping for a minute to sniffle "I think i have feelings for you too Zayn, and I am completely torn, Harry is what I thought I always wanted, but you are the prince charming, that I could always trust to not break my heart" she said trailing off

    By this time, I was about to burst out sobbing, I have done so much to keep her in my arms, this girl was someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, and here she was confessing feelings for one of my best mates, that I knew had feelings for her, they way he looked at her gave it all away

   I started to feel bad listening to something that was suppose to be very private, so I walked in coughing to make sure she knew I was here, Niall and Liam were fast asleep, probably from the medications that they are being forced to take, "here's your hot chocolate" I said not looking her in the eyes

"erm, thanks" she said awkwardly obviously a little worried if I heard her conversation, more like talking to no one, I didn't know what i was gong to do, one thing i knew though is I wouldn't give up, she would be mine, I fight for the ones I love, and I think my feelings are getting there with Jaycee