(Angst) Tenn x Riku

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"You're horrible, Tenn-nii!" The small 10 year old boy cried, tears dripping down his face as he yelled at his twin.

All Tenn could do was stare in surprise at his twin. Never had he been called such a thing by him before.

It was an accident, anyway. Never would Tenn ever break a possession of Riku's on purpose. Ever.

Unsure of what to do, Tenn tried to force a smile and was about to reach his hand out until-

"Nanase Tenn! How dare you do such a thing! You're a horrid child!" His mother yelled, pulling her red-haired boy out of the room.

The wrong time. She'd come at the wrong time. It had looked like he'd been laughing and jeering at Riku because he'd broken his toy. He didn't mean to! Everything just got a bit too rough, just like it does will all little boys!

With a disappointed sigh, his father stood at the door and shook his head before turning away and going to comfort his other son.

It was those eyes, that Tenn did not like. Full of disappointment and regret. The thing that guilt trips a child of any age and makes them feel like shit, Is the eyes of disappointment  coming from their parents.

After his father had left, tears began to trickle down Tenn's face. They hit the floor in little droplets and he had no choice but to turn his back and try to block out his parents words.

"He's just being horrible because he's older than you. That's what big brother's do."

"Just ignore him, Riku, he isn't worth the argument."

A shaky arm was lifted to his face, trying to wipe his tears. A pang of hurt and guilt twisted his insides. He was sweating, his own sniffles and sobs unheard by his parents.

He stayed like that for awhile. Probably about another ten minutes while his parents consoled his brother. He was the outcast to his family. White hair and pink eyes. Nobody in his family had that. So maybe that's why they didn't like him.

After finally calming his shaking, Tenn picked up the toy hero, snapped in two. Just like his heart.

The face of the hero mocked him, smiling in the face of defeat. It was as if Riku was staring at him. Really, it was.

With caution, he placed it on the glass coffee table. He treated it as gold. Pure gold bars. Maybe even diamond.

A small voice sounded from the doorway, a wavering one, at that.

"T-Tenn-nii..." It whispered.

As Tenn turned around, he saw Riku's face from around the corner. Riku's eyes were red, as was his. But nobody seemed to notice that. All they seemed to notice was Riku.

"I'm sorry...." he whispered.

Tenn swallowed a big gulp and forced his usual bright smile. The smile that he used when performing for his brother. "It's okay..." he whispered, the waver in his voice unbeknownst to Riku.

However, It was not okay. It happened time and time again. So, when Tenn agreed to go with Kujo-san, life became paradise. But even then, he'd have dreams of being yelled at like that...they'd kill him.

They'd suffocate him for the rest of his life, wether he returned home or not....

Suffocated.

















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Hi!

I wrote this all in one go. I saw this small comic





and it reminded me a lot of when I was younger and I was in Tenn's place. So, I wanted to vent out all my feelings through Tenn.

I hope this was sad enough for you. I was really inspired for this. Don't worry! I'll have the oneshot up tomorrow of which I am very excited to share with you!

Later crew~Fleet.

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