MY BULLY || 김태형 ONGOING!!

Chapter forty five ~ Decisions part I

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JELLYBABIEE IS BACKKKK:))

I just want to say a huge thank you for all the love and support I have been recieving from a lot of you, especially after the things I've recently been going through so thank you to all you jellies who have been there for me and supporting me all the way. I also appreciate how patient you have been therefore I came back early. I was meant to start on the 4th January 2020 but I'm publishing this now since I know I made you all wait for so long.

I'm so glad you are enjoying this ff just as I am when writing it. You guys really make me smile and I'm only continuing this for you because a while ago I really did want to just give up but you guys have kept me going so thank you for all the sweet messages and comments. I love reading them so feel free to carry on doing so.

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That whole plane journey I couldn't sleep. It was the longest flight I've ever been on especially since we had to stop in Abu Dhabi for a couple hours. I'd been crying nonstop whenever I thought of him which was the majority, he came to stop me.. even if he was getting married. I shook the thoughts off realising he probably ended up getting married and is probably with her now.

I never believed in the saying that love is the most happiest and powerful feeling in the world. But love is also one of the things that can greatly destroy a person. And I think that's what he'd done to me.

His words echoed in my head and I just wish it had stopped. 'I loved you too' - Past tense. Did he really love me? He came to stop me, why?

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Grandma: y/n? Are you still thinking about him?

I nodded.

Grandma: It'll all be fine. You'll find someone else.

Me: But halmeoni, I don't want anyone else.. I want Taehyung.

I started to cry as her and hal-abeoji comforted me.

Grandpa: let's let her get some rest dear, y/n darling sleep and we can talk tomorrow okay.

I quietly watched as they left my room and switched off the lights then rested my head on the pillow. My phone screen lit up and nervousness ran through my body. I looked at the lit screen and sigh emotionless looking at the message 'good night sweetheart' I had received from Lucas.

Lucas Wong, I met him on the plane. He saw me crying and for once I wasn't embarrassed, I had nothing left to care for anymore. He comforted me just as I thought guardian angels don't exist.

He came in just when I needed someone the most and quite frankly I'm happy I met him. I didn't hide anything from him.. not even the pregnancy but he didn't judge me either. I felt somewhat relieved that I told someone finally, I thought I was going to end up going crazy. He told me that he would be my friend and will support me through everything making me smile softly that someone did care.

Besides from me crying I found out he owns 3 business companies overseas and the 2 in America. I was surprised I didn't recognise the extremely handsome bachelor Lucas Wong. We exchanged contacts and agreed to meet very soon which I was looking forward to even though every part of me felt like giving up.

I didn't reply to his message as I didn't have the energy nor strength to do so. Or maybe it was because I thought of a slight chance it could be taehyung. That was impossible though, I changed my number before getting on the plane not even my bestfriends had it but I'll sort that out tomorrow.