I woke up to the sound of Y/N screaming. I ran to her room.
Me: Y/N! What's wrong? Why are you screaming?
She standing on her bed crying. I ran to her and held her both arms.
Me: yah! Stop crying what's wrong? *i wiped her tears with my finger*
Y/N: There... there. *she pointed at something near the desk*
Me: huh?
I turn to look at what she was showing me. My expression changed.
Me: Really? A spider?
Y/N: It was crawling so fast. It nearly came to me. *she whined*
Me: Whatever. I'm going back to my room.
I turn around but she grips onto my arm.
Y/N: NO! KILL IT NOW!
Me: Excuse me?
Y/N: ermm... please?
Me: No!
Y/N: Ah wae? jebal?!
Her grip gets tighter.
Me: Okay fine! Let me go then.
She quickly lets my arm go. I went and got the spider. I walked towards y/n just as she sighed in relief.
Y/N: yah! yah! Kim Taehyung! What do you think you're doing?
Me: hmm? Nothing.
Y/N: yah! Don't you dare!
Me: Hmm... RUN!
With that she started running around the room with me chasing her. She was continuously screaming for me to stop but I kept laughing and chasing her.
Just as I was about to grab her she ran to the bathroom and stuck her tongue out at me before locking the door.
She was taking a shower so I quickly got rid of it. I chased her enough. My stomach now hurt of laughter, I haven't had this much fun since.... my first love. My smile faded thinking of her. I went to my room and had a shower.
I kept on thinking about her. Maybe since today is her death anniversary. My eyes got teary. After getting ready I sat down on the bed and took out something from my locked drawer.
It was a frame of.... her and me.... my first love.
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Me: I miss you... so much. Why did you leave me my beautiful?
Without knowing a tear had escaped my eye. I quickly rubbed it off when I heard y/n shouting for me to hurry up.
I put the frame down and went downstairs.
Me: You're so loud.
Y/N: Well you took forever.
Me: Don't care.
We got into the car and drove to school. Y/N kept trying to make a conversation but I just replied sometimes. I dropped her off in front of the school gates.
Jungkook: Babe! Come here.
She ran into his arms, her arms tightly wrapped around him and his around her with his face buried in her neck. He kissed her.
I was about to go when she stopped me.
Y/N: Taehyung-ah. Aren't you coming?
Me: No.
Y/N: Why?
Me: I'm not in the mood.
Jungkook knew what this day was and how much it meant to me. I looked at him and he nodded.
Y/N: Doesn't matter. Come—
Jungkook: Babe leave it. We're gonna be late. Hurry.
Y/N: B..but.
I looked at her and drove off.
I sat in our favourite spot. It was the park. I sat myself on the swings looking at the sky. I couldn't help but recall our memories here. Sometimes when we bunked school we'd come sit here eating ice cream from the corner shop. We also met up here at night at points to just breathe. This was our place.
It 7pm now. It was getting cold and dark. It looked like it was about to rain soon but I didn't want to go home yet.
I put my phone on do not disturb since everyone kept calling me. Especially Jungkook and... y/n. She left nearly a hundred messages asking where I was and how she's worried.
It was now 8pm and even darker. I walked to the graveyard and stopped at her gravestone. I read her name aloud trying not to burst out.
Me: Jeon Somi. *my voice cracked up* How are you my love? I hope you're okay. I miss you.
I fell on my knees crying because I couldn't help it anymore. I missed her way too much. Thinking about all our memories we spent together was killing me inside knowing the fact that I was never seeing her again.
I placed her favourite flowers on her gravestone. White orchids.
The sound of thunder rumbling was all I could hear. Soon enough the rain started pouring but I was still in the same position, on my knees in front of her grave. I sigh and close my eyes shut facing the sky. I then leant back on the tree and sat there.
My phone read 10:47. How does time go so fast?
I got up all drenched. I didn't even feel cold since my whole body was numb. I dragged myself to the car and drove home finally. It was a long drive.
My eyes felt heavy, I just wanted to sleep. I opened the door with my shaky hands. My eyes were slightly blurry but I could still make out that someone was sitting on the sofa.
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To be continued✨
Author-nim This was his dark past. And yes she's the reason he's like this. Her death is the reason of his rude, playboy behaviour. I hope you liked it. Feel free to comment and remember to vote and share. Love you all.
ni-sha xoxo
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