Mixed love ( Tmnt x reader oneshots) *Request open!*

I'm losing my mind!~ Y/n x all turtles

A/n: No boyfriend or love life here, sorry. Just friendship, enjoy.

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Narrator's P.O.V~

Y/n sit on her bed, staring at her hands. She keep having the same nightmares and hallucinations that seem too real, others say she's crazy, even her friends believe that. Not all of them though, she start to recall all the things that happen in her life and she didn't like it. Her head start to ache again, she hold her head in pain, she scream and groan. She shut her eyes tight, wishing it to be over. After sometime, she opened her eyes. She saw all her most belove friends, the turtles, on the floor...dead...

'' Who did this?!!!'' She shout in horror.

She look at her hands to see them covered in blood.......their blood.... She screamed in horror.

'' No no no no no NO NO NO!!!!!!!! I didn't did this! It can't be! It can't be...'' She said, she drop to the floor crying.

She close her eyes, not wanting to see what she thought she done anymore. She really hated herself for that, then voices began to snap her out form the hallucination.

'' Y/n, c-can you h-hear me?'' Donnie ask.

She open her eyes and look at him, he look at her confuse at why she was acting like that. They didn't know about her condition. She look at her hands, they're normal, no blood and no dead turtle bodies.

'' I'm so sorry *sniff*'' She apologize, looking down. Her hair covering her face while she cries.

Y/n's P.O.V~

'' There's nothing you should be sorry about Y/n and besides we'll forgive you anyways.'' Leo said, placing his hand on my shoulder.

'' E-even t-though I l-lied?'' I ask.

'' Yeah, but you need to tell us the truth.'' Mikey said, placing his hand on my other shoulder.

'' W-will you g-get m-m-mad at me?'' I ask again.

'' No, we won't.'' Raph said, he smiles at me.

I smile back.

'' O-okay.''

'' The reason why I was screaming and crying earlier is because of my hallucinations, I thought you guys are dead and I killed you.'' I said softly, letting more tears escape my eyes.

They gave my a group hug, at first I was shock but I hug back with a real smile on my face. We broke away from the hug, I wipe some tears from my eyes while smiling. 

'' Hey, what do ya want to do?'' I ask, getting up.

'' I want to read with you.'' Leo said, holding a book.

'' That's boring, wanna spar?'' Raph said, rolling his eyes at him.

'' A-actually, do you want to know my l-latest experiment?'' Donnie ask.

'' No! Let's play video games, N/n!'' Mikey said, rushing in front of the T.V

'' Okay, let's watch a movie instead and we'll do whatever you want,please?'' I ask.

'' Who would say no to that?'' They all said in unison.

We all sit on the couch, Mikey and Raph on the floor since there isn't enough space. Mikey pulled out F/m and play it, we watch it all night long.

-I'm so lucky to have the most amazing best friends ever-