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Last~ Mikey x Suicidal reader

Author: No updates tom. ( I think?) Just a quick story for Mikey!!
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Have you ever felt down and sad? Yes, sometimes. But what about when you feel them everyday? Every time you wake up. You felt terrible. Sadness, guilt, and regret washed the old colours from you. Turning you monochrome. Have you felt like the only solution to your problem is death because of how severe it is?

This is the case of Y/n L/n. She/he has been suffering this pain for years now. She/he wanted to end it all so bad. But at the same time they don't. She/he wanted to die, but she/he can't bring himself/herself to do it. Y/n doesn't know why. Its like two sides fighting. Her/his conscious is at war right now.

Y/n grew normally. He/she have normal parents and a ordinary childhood. But something happened in his/her life, that changed the perspective of the world around her/him. After that, no one would talk to him/her anymore. Not a single word. She/he became invisible to society and even to his/her parents.

He/she felt saddened and upset. She/he didn't know what happened, because no body told her/him. They were AFRAID to talk. To say a word. Even if its just a hello. Y/n went through a deep depression.

He/she would isolate themselves from everyone, because she/him is seen as a 'monster'. " I DON'T WANT A CHILD WHO IS A MONSTER LIKE YOU!!!" He/she remembered her mother screamed. ' I...I am...a monster... ' She/he would always thought.

" YOU SAID YOU WILL HELP ME BECOME A NORMAL CHILD AGAIN!!!! WHY NOT??!!!" She/he shouted at the doctor. " WHAT SHOULD I DO??!! TELL ME!! Please!!" She/he continued. The doctor stood there. Unable to speak, why? Because of FEAR..

Y/n's POV:

I stood at the edge of the building. I looked at sky. Smiling sadly. " I am sorry to do this to myself.. I just don't want to stay here anymore..." I said. Tears run down my cheeks. If tears would leave scars. I'm sure my whole cheek are full of them.

I stood there. The memories flooded into my mind and played like a horror film. " Nuisance, killer, unworthy, brat, weirdo, MONSTER..." I said. I looked down. Seeing how high it is, I got scared. But I inhaled and exhaled.
' Its not the time to feel scared...You'll be free, don't worry.' I thought.

~Meanwhile~

Mikey's POV:

I jumped from building to building. I ran as fast as I can. " Please Y/n don't jump! " I muttered. But when I arrived at the rooftop. She/he jumped. 

" NOO!!" I screamed and rushed towards her/him to catch her/him. She/he looked so peaceful.. Accepting her/his fate. I wrapped my arms around her/him. She/he opened her/his eyes and looked at me with surprise 

"Please.. Don't do that ever again.. " Then darkness.. 

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Author's P.O.V-

The two landed on the hard concrete floor of the alleyway. They were both unconscious because of such an impact. 

A red headed girl walking with a black male boy turned into the alleyway where they landed. When they saw them. They panicked! 

The girl, who's April, dialed her phone in a hurry. As Casey was making sure they both stay alive. 

" Hello? " Donnie answered. 

" Do-Donnie? Come here,  quick! ". She said panicked. 

" April? A-A-Are you alright?! " 

" Yes! But your brother and Y/n aren't! " 

" W-What happened? "

" APRIL!! MIKEY'S HEATBEAT'S GONE!! "

" MIKEY??!! AND Y/N?!"

" QUICK!! "

Then she hanged up....