Mr.Right

Chapter 17~ Stay in the past damn

(Jay's POV💕)
(Jay's outfit for today)

(Y'all this chapter gone be short and boring so if you want to skip it, I wouldn't mind.)

"Jay?..." Jordan said. I faked sleep for a little. "Jay wake up baby" Jordan said as he place a kiss on my neck. "Mmm what boo bear I'm tired" I groaned out. It was the truth though, I was tired as fuck.

"Mama wake up I made you breakfast" said Jordan, I groaned but got up anyway. "Good morning" I said to him as I stretched my aching muscles.

"Good morning to you to baby" Jordan said as he placed the tray of delicious food on my lap. "Aww that you baby, gimme kiss" I said as I puckered my lips for him to kiss me. He placed a gentle kiss on my lips.

"Baby you didn't have to make me breakfast, I was going to wake up and make you some this morning" I said as I stuffed my face with pancakes. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I enjoyed the fluffy goodness.

"Nah I had to...I got rid of Mike" Jordan said. My eyes bugged out at him "bae you didn't have to do that" I said as I shook my head. "Yeah I did. Whatchu said about him needing to get off his ass was true, and he agreed so it technically wasn't all me" He said. I smiled "thank god" I said out of relief.

"So what are we doing today?" I asked him. He stiffened "well I Uh...have to make funeral arrangements" he said lowly. I regretted asking.

I told a hold of his hand and rubbed the back of it. "You know I'm here if you need me...right?" I asked him. He looked up at me and smiled "I know thank you" He said as he kissed my lips.

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(5 hours later)

"Ughhh I'm so tired" I joked as I plopped myself on the couch. We had just came from a funeral home, we where looking at castes. The date for Kevin's funeral is next Sunday. Jordan wanted an early one because he hates to remember what happened to his first born.

"Yeah..me too" he said lowly. Jordan really wasn't feeling good right now and I wanted to take his pain away. "You hungry? I was going to start on dinner." I said as I got up to slip my slides on.

"Nah I got a headache, I'm jus gone take some meds and lay my ass down" he said as he slowly got up to go lay down.

I sighed as I watched him go upstairs. I felt bad for my baby and what made me feel even worse was that I didn't know what to do to make it better.

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I was walking around the grocery store look for something to cook tonight. I had just left after Jordan walked upstairs.

I walked into the frozen food section looking for some green beans. I finally spotted them, I went to open the door when I heard a familiar voice.

"It's nice to see you again Jay...I see your still beautiful as ever" he said. My blood started to boil right now. I was so damn mad that I was melting the ice off of the frozen green beans bag.

"What do you want Maurice?" I asked him. Maurice was my ex before Travis...the abusive one.

"I just came to say hi....I saw you walk in the store and I just wanted to be plight." He said in a genuine voice.

I snickered a little "okay you said it now leave me alone" I said as I tried to walk away. He grabbed a hold of my wrist and I turned around so fast and slapped the piss out of him.

"Don't you ever put your hands on me again." I said as I pointed a finger in his face.

"Jay I'm sorry about what I did to you...I've been beating myself up for hurting you...Jay I'm still in love with you....your always on my mind...not a day goes by to where I wish I could take those moments back. Jay your the only girl for me...please forgive me." He pleaded.

I didn't feel sorry for his ass.

"If only you knew what you missed out on" I said shaking my head as I walked away.

I made it to the register and paid for my stuff. I got to my car and loaded it up and headed back to Jordan's house.

When I got there I got the food out the car and headed inside.

I got settled then started to prepare dinner. I settled on just a plain veggie meal for tonight.

After I was done cooking I walked upstairs to wake up Jordan. When I got to the room I saw two beer cans and a half empty bottle of wine sitting on his night stand.

I shook my head. I just cleaned up his mess not wanting to bother him and I put his food away and the leftovers. After I ate I showered and went to bed with the thoughts from what happened in the grocery store on my mind.