Mr.Right

Chapter 42~ Don't Forget about Us

{Jay's POV💕}

Weeks and weeks have passed and me and Jordan haven't spoke to each other sinces. I was regretting every single word I said to him that day.

But I couldn't call him or text him....I just couldn't

I couldn't go back on my word, my love for him wouldn't go away and it felt like with everyday that went by it grew stronger and stronger.

It was the day of my wedding and I was sitting in my room thinking about a man I wasn't even getting married too.

My whole day has been consumed by him and so has the rest of these weeks.

I heard a knock on the door and it was my bestfriend Erin.

"Hey pooh you almost ready?" She asked me. "Yeah almost" I said as I finished powering my face. "I'm jus ready to get out of this dress" I said.

"Bruh who you tellin, these fuckin tights rising up on me havin me rearrange my dick nd everything" she said moving around in her brides maids dress. I just laughed at her but my smile quickly went away.

"What's wrong JB?" She asked me , that's a new name she started calling me because of 'Jay Banks' duhh.

"Oh boo you ain't gotta lie to me, it's okay, what's wrong?" She asked me.

"I don't want to talk about it because if I do I'm going to break down and I don't need that on my wedding day" I said fanning my face.

"Oh babe you know you can talk to me about anything..." she said walking over to me and grabbing my hand softly. "What's wrong pooh? Is it Jordan?" She asked me.

I breathed in a sharp breath "ugh yes...you know it is. When has it not been about him? He's all I think about." I cried out.

"Oh pooh..." she said rubbing my shoulder. "Why couldn't things stay the same between me and Jordan? Why did things have to happen the way they did huh?..." I cried out, "we where so happy together now I don't know how he feels about me...he probably don't even love me anymore..." I was whipping my tears.

"Pooh we choose our joys and sorrows long before we experience them" she told me.

"I wish I could tell him how I feel" I said shaking my head.

"Then do it, it's never to late....you love that man so go get him stop letting your fears take over, resist your fear, fear will never lead you to a positive ending." She told me whipping my tears. "So what are you going to do?" She asked me.

That's when I heard a knock on the door and Dre stepped in. "Dre? Whatchu doin in here? Your not allowed to see the bride yet." Said Erin.

"It's fine, um Erin can you give us a mintue?" I asked her.

She looked at him then back at me then back at him.

"Yeah alright I'll leave, but I'll be back" she said.

She closed the door and Jordan locked it and sat down right in front of me. We don't say anything for a while until we spoke at the same time.

"I can't-"

"I know-"

We both chuckled. "You first" he said.

"I can't marry you..." I said slowly.

He furrowed his eyebrows at me and clenched his jaw. "What? Why?" He asked me.

"...im not in love with you...and you should be marrying someone you love and who loves you..but that someone isn't me" I said.