Any Day Now- Yoonmin

Quizlet

Does anyone else use Quizlet for school? Sometimes it's really convenient but TONIGHT OH MY GOD I WAS DOING MY FRENCH HOMEWORK if you make any kind of little typo, or if you don't get it exactly perfectly right you have to redo it and its so f00king annoying. Its like 11:30 (thank god I don't have school tomorrow thank god for three day weekends lol) and I'm just kind of freaking out over here.

HERE IS THE TEA FOLKS

I have an english project due on Tuesday and we've had nearly four god damn weeks to do it and GUESS WHO has gotten about 3.2% done? ME. so yeah. I want to die. I've put it off and now I have to pretty much all of it tomorrow(Monday) because its due on Tuesday fml. I want to DIE and also I have to prepare for my physics test which is also on tuesday, so yay. I'm trying to do all my other homework tonight so I've finally finished my french and did my world history but I still have some more additional english readings to do....UGH

I hate high school so much. 

I've just been so stressed this year honestly and I already have anxiety (rip diagnosed when I was 10ish yeeeet) and I'm also so introverted hee hee I'm just having a terrible time. But isn't everyone honestly I don't think anyone actually enjoys high school. It sucks. 

Also I literally hate my appearance so much. I'm kind of breaking out which sucks and also I hate my body. Heres a visual: I'm 5 feet tall, almost 5"1'. But I weigh like 115lbs which I think is too much (I'm not a doctor idk) but i definitely look fat. (I'm dieting rn as always so we'll see) I have like a long bob, blonde ish very gold I guess today a lady at a coffee shop took my order and was like 'your hair is gorgeous' that was nice. I have blue eyes one of the has gold in it so thats cool. (Ok basically you get it I'm a caucasian girl from America) Also I wear a lot of striped shirts (like pretty much always striped shirts-I have pretty mediocre/decent fashion sense. kinda basic. I wear concealer and mascara. (literally no one cares why am I saying any of this) And all my friends are really cool athletic and skinny and like I'm not...I'm just a lil short and stout. 

I legit need to learn to love myself tbh maybe BTS can help with that. 

ANYWAY HOES there's all my lame negative tea no one cares about. Yay!

Also there's a guy who likes me? Our class is tiny (like 60 of us but I guess he's kind of popular within it) but I don't like him? We're friends though and I like being friends with him so idk what to do. I don't understand why he'd like me anyway. 

We have a bunch of classes together bc theres this whole group of honors nerds and we all have pretty much all our classes together and this group of us just travels around together its fun. 

so yeah thats pretty much it. I just want to go to bed....oof....

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OOF LADS my mom came in and asked my why I was still up and on my computer and I said french homework (which isn't technically a lie but) anyway I'm going to bed... also LMK if you want another tea/complaining chapter!