Chapter 40
He smiled at me. "Sure." I led him outside to an alleyway. He put his hands in his pockets casually as he leaned against the wall. "How are you?" "M-me? I-I'm o-okay..."
"How's the baby?" I nodded. "She- I mean the baby is doing fine..." "Has your morning sickness got better?" "Y-yes it has..." He nodded. "Who's the father?" My cheeks heated up.
"Never mind about that ChanChan!" He grinned and then gave in. "Okay so what did you want to talk about?" I hesitated looking down. He must have noticed my expression or body language because he said in a gentle voice,"It's okay... you can tell me Baek... what is it?"
"I-I..."
I tried my best to tell him but it was hard for me to say it to him. Tears filled my eyes.
"I didn't mean to make it go so far..."
He wasn't understanding what I was trying to say so he just patiently waited making me nervous.
"I... I guess maybe I wasn't thinking..."
"Bae... you're killing me just tell me. Spill it."
I sighed and closed my eyes for a moment. My hair was sweating. Everything even my ass was sweating. I looked up at him with apologetic eyes as he raised an eyebrow growing more and more curious.
My hands shook as I bit my cheeks on the inside searching for the best way to tell him. It was to not much avail so I ended up breathing out and telling him.
"I lied to you."
I finally said. He looked at me. "Okay...?" He thought for a moment. "What did you lie to me about?" He wasn't understanding the severity of my lie. Not yet.
"A-about Hye Jung..." He waited for more of an explanation. "I lied to you about everything." "Everything what?" "Everything Chanyeol!"
I said suddenly letting it out. "I lied to you about her asking me to meet her at the cafe. I lied to you about her kissing me. I lied to you about her wanting me. I lied to you about her not answering the calls and texts. I lied to you about her not being there in the dance studio."
His eyes widened slightly as they were slowly brewing angry fire. I couldn't look at him in the face as I continued.
"I lied to you about her pouncing on me at her house. I set it up so that you would see her and Luhan together and I lied to you about her raping me. I set it all up so that you would break up with her and I wanted you to come back to me."
He stared at me as I looked down. "I-I'm sorry ChanChan... I just loved you so much..." "You what?!" He boomed in my ears as I flinched. "I-I'm sorry ChanChan..."
He walked to me with his fists clenched as he reached out and grabbed my collar unintentionally choking me as he shoved me against the wall as I stared at him with wide red eyes. "So you're telling me all this time you lied to me and Hye Jung was telling me the truth?!"
"Y-yes." I said as I tried my best to breathe. "So let me get this straight. You're the one who called out Hye Jung that time and talked about bullshit and then you knew I would pass that cafe so you made sure that I would see and then you kissed her and then lied to me about her being the one to kiss you."
"Y-yes." I squeaked as he glared at me. "Then you purposely deceived me into thinking that she was cheating on me and not answering her calls and texts because she was with other men."
"Y-yes." I said holding onto his hands. "Then you purposely made me think that even more by seeing her pounce on you and seeing her and Luhan together." His chest heaved but he wasn't finished.
"Then you made the final touch of your devilish plan by making it look like she raped you when who knows what the hell you did to make it look that way." He finally finished off almost out of breath and so so angry.
I nodded. "Y-yes... ChanChan... that... is what I did..." He finally let go of my collar as I coughed and inhaled oxygen. "And you're telling me this now because for whatever reason you feel guilty for what you've done. I hope you can take that guilt and reflect on what you've done."
"Please you have to understand ChanChan... that I did it because I love you and I want to be with you. I know it was wrong of me to do that and I have no right to butt in but please you have to know that I sincerely love you with all my heart. And I wanted to do anything it took to get you back."
I confessed to him as he angrily paced around. "Do you have any fucking idea what you've done?! I fucking slapped her Baekhyun!! When I thought that she fucking raped you I went to her house and fucking slapped her!!"
"I-I will take the responsibility and a-apologize to her-" "You really think that that will be enough to fix all of it?!" "H-honestly... I-I don't know... but I will try! I have to. I will take responsibility for my actions ChanChan I will! P-please accept my apology when I sincerely say I'm sorry."
I begged him as he breathed out hard. I knew he probably wouldn't forgive me so easily so I waited for a little.
"I-is there any way at all that you can forgive m-me ChanChan?"
I asked softly as he narrowed his eyes.
"Forgive?" He grabbed my shirt tightly. "You want me to forgive you after all that you've done?!"
He suddenly shoved me as I hit the wall with my back and spun around as I hit my hand on a metal bar and another metal bar fell on top of my hand.
"AHH!!" I shrieked loudly as tears filled my eyes as I fell backwards onto my butt protecting my baby and clutched my right hand with my left. I started crying hard as it started bruising immediately. "M-my hand..."
I sobbed. I looked up into Chanyeols eyes crying. "N-no matter w-what I d-did... h-how c-could you do this to my hand?" He asked crying and then I got up and started running away from Chanyeol.
Chanyeol knew that the one thing that I treasured the most other than my dick was my hands. Not because of the way they looked even though they were beautiful but the fact that I sincerely loved playing the piano. That was the exact reason why I cherished my hands.
It was my true happiness in life and if there was only one thing on earth that I needed, it was my hands.
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