The Disrespectful Side Chick

Shame

9️⃣. Shame: a painful feeling of humiliation or distress caused by the consciousness of wrong or foolish behavior.

Cherish

"I'm asking you not to do this..." Samiz pleaded to me as I asked him for my phone for the 3rd time.

"Give me my damn phone!"

"Cherish please"

"Don't sit here and beg me not to do this when you can see what they did to me! LOOK AT MY FACE!" I screamed causing the cut on my lip to tear more

"It will heal.. you'll be fine you been through worse shit! It seem like you just want to cause more chaos in my family... that's all you been doing. You wouldn't had got your ass beat in the first place if you knew how to fucking listen!"

"So it's my fault you cheated on your wife? That you got me pregnant? That you didn't get a divorce? That your daughters found out about your dirty secret? Is that what you're saying?"

"I'm saying that you didn't listen nor let me handle what I said I would.. you didn't trust me! You called me 98 times cherish.. 98. You just ruined my fucking life and you still won't do what I ask even if I'm asking nicely... What the fuck am I still doing here" he said as he stood up from the sofa "you know what do what you want because you're going to anyway...I really lost my mind when I decided to mess with you"

"Wait" I looked as he was about to walk out the door "are you still going to take me to the hospital?"

"Drive yourself. I'm done"

"Samiz please!" I pleaded

He slammed the door shut and just like that everything I thought I wanted was gone.

*Calling Ruby Rich*

"Oouh girl call me back... Craig is in this ass right now!"

"I need you" I sobbed

"Hold the hell up... What's wrong?!"

"Come to my house"

"Craig stop licking my ass dammit!" I heard her whisper loudly "I'm on my way right now I promise" she hung up

I limped to the bathroom and looked in the mirror feeling heart broken. I just got my ass handed to me and I had no idea what my next move would be. I could feel my anger building up inside. It was as if everything I did was for nothing. All of this chasing to get Samiz backfired and now I'm looking a hot ass mess. My nose was definitely broken, I know because it's been broken before. My ankle was swollen from when his daughter hit it with a bat. Thank God I ducked and she missed my face because it could have been worse. My eye was already turning black and I even had a damn cut above my eyebrow. For a minute I had flash backs from when my mother and her husband would abuse me. Heroin played a big factor in that. It's Crazy I never thought I'd ever see myself look this way ever again but here I was all because I was In love with a married man. In love with Samiz...

Knock Knock Knock Knock

"Cherry!! It's me! Open the door!"

"Coming" I barley got out as I limped to the door.

"What in the fuck!" Ruby screamed as I opened it to let her in. "Who did this to you!!?? Samiz!!... Jesus what happened!?"

"His daughters Happened" I sat back down on the couch putting the cold rag I wet in the sink on my face.

"They came here?" She said in shock

"Yes..." I sobbed "they jumped me"

"Oh"