unacceptable

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1️⃣2️⃣. Unacceptable: not satisfactory or allowable.

Delyla

Well, where do I even begin to start. These last few weeks have been the hardest of my entire life. I spent a week in bed crying just crying. It took everything in me for me to pull myself out of that bed but I knew I had to. My girls were seeing me in a way I never wanted them to see me. I could feel myself slipping into a depressed state and I know what happens when you let it take over you. My mother suffered through depression her whole life and shut me out because of it. I can't do the same to my girls, this is not my path nor will I let Samiz and his selfish uncaring ways break me. It hurts that he tore our family apart, it hurts that he gave another woman Something I begged him for and it hurts even more that he lied about it, about everything. When I think back to after we started having those first counseling sessions, I can only remember how he started to act differently. He would work later, come home with gifts and he seemed happier.  My dumb ass was thinking okay we're going to get through our problems, communicate better and grow closer then ever. Damn how wrong was I. Can you believe he's been having sex with another woman for 5 years! And hiding a whole child. It was as if I never mattered as if my feelings were just shit to him. The way I love my husband, the things I've done for him and my family... I didn't deserve this. I love him so much that I considered forgiving him and it took me getting out of that bed looking in the mirror for me to realize he ain't it. Delyla Anala back to Thomas deserves BETTER then Samiz lying cheating ass Harding.

After a nice long talk with my lawyer I will be getting half of everything he has and I'm putting him on child support for Sade and Mahadi. Oh and check this he has some apartment in his name that he's been paying for with not just with his money but mine too. Just thousands coming out of our joint account so I'll be taking that as well. I also want my half of the money back that has been taken to pay for that apartment for the last 5 years.  This is what I get for letting him handle the money while I handled home. That's done. I want every penny that's mine. I'm digging for everything so he's going to pay me a nice HEFTY amount. He can refuse and try to fight it all he wants but he'll lose. I'm already entitled to half of everything since he's a cheater and there's a child to prove it. I'm done with him forever and as hard as this will be...  I'm going to get through it and start to pick up the pieces of me Samiz left scattered.

"Hey Mom" mahadi said as I opened the front door walking into the house

All of the girls were sitting in the living room. The energy was definitely off so I knew something had to be wrong.

"Hey girls... What's going on?" I put my purse down and sat next to mahadi on the couch

"Well..." Mahadi said shyly

"Um.. you have to promise not to get mad" adorn said nervously

"Just tell her" Sade blurted

"Smcch! I said I'll tell her if y'all would just shut up and give me a second" Aluna said with an attitude

"Sorry dang" Mahadi said

"Okay someone start talking because you're all starting to scare me.."

"I got locked up this morning..." Luna spoke with shame

"Locked up? In jail??" I said in shock

"Yes" she put her head down

"Put your head up when your speaking to me! What the hell did you get locked up for?"

Suddenly the room got quiet and I was starting to get pissed.

"Aluna Jay Harding you better start talking... NOW!"

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