The Disrespectful Side Chick

Reminisce

Part 3️⃣9️⃣

Reminisce: indulge in a recollection of past events

Zomari

"Can you drink some more please" Bianca asked as she handed me another water bottle.

"My head is spinning"

"I know it is but this will help. Take these too" she handed me 3 advil liquid gels.

"I might spit them up"

"I'm pretty sure you threw up everything you could. Just take them and lay down we can catch up in the morning. You need a blanket?"

"Wait, where am I?"

"My house I couldn't leave you outside that bar drunk like that"

"I dont even remember how I got here"

"Well elanee helped me get you in the car, you threw up on my seats by the way so you owe me and you were heavy as shit. Considering you were knocked the hell out"

"I'm sorry..."

"Dont be, try to get some more rest"

"I can't, I got too much on my mind..."

"You wanna talk about it ?"

"Not really, I talk too much about this shit in therapy"

"You're in therapy?"

"Yeah..."

"That's good Zo, it does really help just keep going and it will get better. I did it for years this is the first year I haven't had a session"

"That's good... you look good"

"Thanks, you do too.. you look so different now though"

"Different how?"

"I rather not say"

"Nah speak your mind"

"You look like.. your.... like your hurting"

"You mean I look like him?"

"I didn't want to make you feel some type of way"

"Its cool.." I laid back putting her throw pillow over my face.

"Zomari I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that"

"Just let it go bianca"

"Its not like you're anything like him"

"I'm nothing like him.."

"I know okay. Let's change the subject. What happened today?"

"How you know something happened I could be a drunk like my father"

"Okay now you're just being hard on me. I said I was sorry"

"Yeah yeah"

"Look whatever you got going on has nothing to do with me so dont take it out on me when I've done nothing but help you tonight"

"It has everything to do with you!" I sat up with frustration. I know it's not her fault but seeing her just keeps bringing me back to that night with luna.

"How? We haven't seen each other in years.. I thought you were dead or a puppet of your sick father's"

"I thought you were dead. You disappeared after I....."

"You didnt do anything wrong. I cant blame you for what your father made you do. He was a sick person and what you did for me.. I appreciated it"

"How? I hurt you"