Nasita- 4 1/2 months 👶🏾
Jonah & Jo'riah- 1 month 👶🏽👶🏽
Zomari Jr- 5 months 👶🏿
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Cherish
"Today is going to be a good day beautiful" I said to myself as I looked into my whole body mirror. "You look good"
"Baby have you seen sita's binky?" Trevor came into my walk in closet interrupting my daily routine.
Even though I loved to have moments with myself. It was these moments I cherished the most. Every since I had baby Nasita trevor has been nothing but a gentleman. I cant remember the last time I've been this happy. Samiz and I barley talk, once he found out I lied about nasita not being his our communication completely changed. It was like we don't already have a child together. I have to force him to see mizy till this day. It's hard explaining to a 5 year old that his dad is too busy to make time for him.
"Baby"
"Oh, I'm sorry, did you check in the plastic cup on the counter?"
"Damn I threw that out I didnt even look in it" he sighed
"That was her last one babe"
"I'll get her new one. You look beautiful baby"
"Thank you handsome, you want me to take mizy to school?"
"Nah I'll drop him off. Are we still on for tonight?"
"Shit I completely forgot. I wont have anyone to watch the kids I think ruby works tonight"
"Samiz cant take them?"
"I'm surprised you suggested that. I know you're not a big fan of him"
"You're right I'm not. But they are his am I correct?"
"Please dont start this"
"Start what ? I'm putting in more work then him and I'm not even their father. Ain't that some shit"
"you told me you weren't going to do this anymore"
"Pfff....Can I get a night with you? One night? That's it. He ain't gotta do shit else but watch his own kids for a night. Hell a few damn hours"
"I feel your frustration, I get it but..."
"Don't try to be my therapist. I hate when you do that"
"I'm not I'm just saying I understand"
"You don't though. You cant understand how I feel because you're the person that put me here"
"Trevor"
"You lied cherish & because I love you I decided to forgive you. That shit ain't easy but I'm trying. All I'm asking for is one night"
"Okay, I'll call him"
"Thank you"
"Can I have a kiss?"
"Call him cherish" he gave me the side eye after kissing my forehead.
"Smchtt, I will" I sighed
"Now" he said as he left out the room.
"Shit" I said under my breath and dialed samiz.
I really didnt want to but It's been almost 5 months since trevor and I had actual alone time. On top of that we haven't really spoken about how he felt after I told him Nasita wasnt his. At first I wasnt going to tell him but I did anyway because it would have come out sooner or later with Delyla and samiz knowing. I didn't want for him to find out like that. Now every chance he gets he puts the emphasize on "ain't they his kids" and hes right but it's frustrating.
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The Disrespectful Side Chick
ChickLitCome read about Samiz and how his selfish ways will ruined his life 🔥 Married to Delyla, together since high school; He loses sight of the love they have by meeting one disrespectful side chick and giving his love to her. She goes by the name Cheri...
