I woke up in the middle of the night gasphing. "Shit!"
"What's wrong now?" Jathose said from the window.
"Why the hell are you in my room?" I asked with a hiss.
He giggled and jumped down from the window and sat on the end of my bed. "When am I not in your room?" He said dodging the pillow I threw at his head.
"Pervert!" I said but I chuckled.
"Now Night darling angel what's wrong?" He asked. I was about to tell him to shove it and leave my room now but then again I couldn't tell anyone else.
I sighed,"I saw something. I saw that night all over again, but this time I found myself being the one forced from the Angel kingdom. I was the one with my wings being torn from my skin. I also found myself alon in a zombie world. It was like I was walking in my older sister's footsteps. I was ended up finding a place to hind with human beings but instead of befriending them she....," I almost gagged," she gave them to the Devil! She gave the people that trusted her saved her and gave her food, to the Devil."
Jathose gently rubbed my back I was trying my best not to cry. Not now, never again will I cry I told myself. Jathose gently pulled me into his arms. He knew me better than anyone but from some reason I felt like he was hiding something.
If he is hiding something from me that means I dont wanna know what it is. It means something bad something horrible.
Or something important.
Shut up will you.
Listen child time is counting down. Your gonna have to open that door. The war will start. You are the one to start it. Get over how many will die. More will die if you dont start this war.
I've always hated war and you know that. Why am I the one to start it anyway.
Cause you were born as an angel to a human family. You were choosen by the Devil to be his on personal angel but your parents kept you safe till an angel, your master, came to save you. To change you into an angel to fight. You are not just another one of them you are born to be a guard dog for the human world. Nothing else get that in your head child. You can't have a wonderful fairy tail ending cause when your done then you jst have to go dorment and wait for another horrible war. That's all you are. Nothing more.
Stop it I'm a person! I have a life to live I should be able to live it anyway i want to live it. I don't care what you say I'll do what I want! I'll live the way I want to.So you can just sut up and leave me alone.
I wish I could. I wish what you said was true but it's not. My only wish for now is that you notice it before someone comes around and pushing reality in your face. Ending with those you love dieing. Jathose will probably be the first.
Shut up I dont wanna hear you!
No you don't wanna hear the truth. You need to stop covering your eyes and ears! Stop being a child and see the world as what it truely is. Not jst black and white, see it as the true colors it is. Open your eyes and see the world that all angels and demons see. The world that no one has been able to claim, because you have been here to protect it. So do your job else the human's will lose their world to roam and live.
All went quite in my head. Jathose was still sitting there holding me but he looked like he wasn't paying attention to what's going on. He looked deep in thought. Probably battling his own stupid demon. He seemed so warm to me. I could hear him breathe, but his heart beat was so slow.
Forever cursed to roam the demisons.
That's how he described himself the first time we met. He said he was cursed to roam whereever he wanted but he said it wasn't fun. He said he got lonely alot. I've seen him sad and depressed he was like my own personal dark angel. I've also seen him when he was in full demon mood.
I shivered. He wasn't just the one I loved, he was also the one person who has protected no matter what. I saw that one night formed as a dark wolf with a sinster face and blood soaked teeth. His tail more like a shadow than a fluffy puppy tail. His eyes dark bloody red from hunger. He only drank from me ounce which he enjoyed alot. Saying a cursed angel's blood is better than any other blood in the world. Ofcourse then I didn't know anything bout being an angel I was just a young girl living life when I met him. The demon that enchanted me with amazing eyes, a smile of daring, and most of all the humor I've been dieing for.
Maybe I should have ran away when I met him. Maybe I should have screamed and called the police when I saw him murder those people. For some reason I didn't, the one was probably cause those people planned on rapping me but then again he ripped them to shreds and I didn't even scream. I just sat there stunned in this amazing creature that now holds me tight.
"Jathose, I love you." I said before I fell asleep.
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"Jathose, I love you." She said as she fell asleep.
Sighing silently I smiled down at her. This fragile person that I found with a wonderful life. She didn't seem so amused with it. I knew she was missing something and so did she. My form didn't scare her enough that she ran away and never looked back. If she did what would I have done? Probably let her go, I mean any guy was lucky to have her. Even though she disagrees, everyone looks at her and loves her. Some her looks others her wonderful personality. How did I end up lucky enough to have her.
I layed her down in bed and pulled the blankets around her. Walking slowly to the window I looked back at her sleeping."I'll be back in the morning to wake you up." I said before stepping out the window and falling to the ground. The zombies all seemed to be off annoying someone else. Sighing silently I walked down the street in totally darkness.
