Falice one shoots, Falice AUs, Falice crossover

If only

If I only stayed with FP ... Charles ... my son would be alive.

(authors note: Alice dreams about, how it could've been if she only stayed with FP.)

Somewhere set in in between 2.17.

Side note: I wrote this story before the Flashback episode 3.04 aired. So I had no knowledge about Falices past and what really happened.)

Requested by and dedicated to: Channy

SMUT !!!! Be warned!
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He was smiling at her with love in his eyes while he laid his hand over hers and then both of them caressed her arched pregnant belly in tender circular motions.

Alice was happy. She never thought her life would change for good but now she was here, together with FP, her teenage love, her husband. She starred fascinated at the ultrasound in front of her while listening the first sounds of the heartbeat of their 3rd child in that very moment.

After the routine examination the doctor certified the expectant parents that there are no abnormalities at the stage of pregnancy for now and said goodbye until the next appointment.

On their way back to the truck FP stopped abruptly. He took her face in his hands and leaned against her forehead.
„I love you."

„I love you too." Alice answered smiling.

„You make me so happy. I can't wait to welcome our baby no. 3. She will be like her mom and wrap me, with her blue eyes, around my little finger all the time."

„As if I do that." She protested in a flash second but a wide grin laid still on her lips. She knew exactly that FP was right.

„Come on. Get in the car. Let's share the good news finally with the kids."

Alice had taken the passenger seat when FP started the engine and was about to turn on  the radio, like he always does.

„I have to talk to you, FP." Her voice had changed all of sudden, sad and lost.

„What's going on, babe?"

„I never told you, that things we have now, what connects us, almost would not have happened. Our love, our life, our children."

„I don't understand." FP looked at her in surprise. He didn't like the serious expression on her face at all. „I'm listening. You know, you can tell me everything."

„You won't like what I'm about to tell you."

„It doesn't matter." FP gently stroked her cheek. „Do you remember? In good and in bad times!"

She nodded quietly before she, kinda shy, started to talk: „If  you wouldn't have decided to go after me at the night of our homecoming, I would've gone to the Sisters of quiet Mercy, to give up our son for adoption and to become the wife of Northside Harold Cooper. That was the plan!"

„Excuse me?" FP shook his head. None of her words made sense to him at that moment. „You have to explain that to me in more detail."

„The only reason why I dated Hal Cooper back in time was that I thought, he would save me from my wretched parents house, help me to get rid of my criminal reputation. Do you remember the fight you overheard, between Hal and me?"

„Yeah. I remember every word. I was worried and therefore I followed you. I wanted to make sure you're ok."

„Fp, I didn't plan to tell you about Charles back in the time! Instead I told Hal without mentioning that the child was yours. I hoped he would offer Charles and me a serious, staple life. Something I thought I couldn't get with you at that time.I didn't listen to my heart but my mind." Alice tried to get rid of the frog in her throat. When she looked up to meet his eyes, she discovered the horror and fear that he felt.