(Be aware some lite smut ahead. My take on FPs return to Riverdale and reunion with Alice between 3.09/3.10.)
She hated herself. She hated herself for falling back into old pattern, falling into her own trap. Old wounds opened to fast, hurt more than ever. She knew it from the beginning. For 25 years she couldn't fight her feelings for this man, she could only hide them. How should that change now? Now, that she made love with him so often. No it was just sex, only living in the moment, she had to remind herself, to leave the past behind and let the future come. The desire, the longing for him was always there. She feared the day he would turn away as he did so often before. So she took what she could get from him as long as he allowed it. And the price was, that she could no longer control her feelings. She wanted him. She loved him.
He clung to her lips, greedily demanded for her tongue. He had missed her so much. He was too cowardly to confess his feelings to her. She would laugh at him, he was sure. She was the one woman he always tried to protect himself from because she held his heart in her hands. Whenever the feeling spread in him that she would reject him, end things between them, he was faster and pushed her away. Angry and unfair. That's how it used to be. But now? He had changed but this unspeakable fear of her saying no, being without her, accompanied and paralyzed him, so that he contented himself with what she gave him. He said nothing, lived the moment as both had previously agreed. He tried to show her that he was serious, that he loved her. It wasn't enough.
FP had contacted Alice shortly after he had crossed the border to Riverdale with Jughead. And when his son said goodbye to see Betty, he waited impatiently for almost an hour in his truck near the Cooper house until Alice finally appeared in front of him and got in the car.
The bunch of people around the house had previously irritated him. And yet, when Alice revealed to him that Betty had freed the children from the Sisters of Quiet Mercy he could barely keep his eyes off her mouth.
He started the engine but the wheels of the car didn't really roll far away. Alice soon had hovered over his lap and fumbled impatiently on the belt of his pants. He took her face in his hands, sought the glow in her eyes and found so much more. Her fingers moved slowly over his chest while he sealed their reunion with a long tender kiss. But Alice had other plans. Too desperate was the urge for his touch and make up for the lost time. Hastily she clasped his lower lip with her soft lips before she bit down hungrily. FP groaned as her teeth drilled into his sensitive flesh. Almost apologetically she licked him caressingly over the maltreated spot before her tongue disappeared in his mouth.
Alice shifted restlessly on his lap. Again and again she rolled over the growing bulge in his pants. FP could feel her hot and wet through the fabric. A soft sigh came over his lips as Alice freed his penis with a firm grip from the uncomfortable tightness. She didn't waste any time, circling the sensitive tip of his cock two or three times with her thumb, shoving her panties under her skirt aside before positioning herself and sinking down on the top of his cock without warning. Their tongues immediately merged into a whole as their movements slowly approached a steady rhythm. Weeks before, FP had said that it felt right between them. He was right. As their eyes crossed, as she felt him deep inside, his hands clawing desperately into the curves of her buttocks to be nearer, she was about to reveal her feelings to him.
„FP?"
He responded to the serious undertone in her voice immediately. Breathing heavily, he forced her to look at him. He stopped every movement, holding her tightly at the hips to fully focus her full attention on him. His eyes searched for the truth. Hope flickered inside him.
„What is it, Alice? Tell me!" She held his gaze for infinite seconds. Then the courage left. Once again she shoved every trace of feelings, of love deep in the back. She shook her head. Her fingers touched his lips carefully. She wanted to feel them hot on her skin.
„Do not stop." She whispered almost pleadingly, tears forming in the edges of her eyes, she wanted him so much.
„I need y..., ... this now!"The unspoken truth hurt. Both of them.
Disappointed but understanding FP nodded. Again, he let Alice take over control and gave willingly in, without hesitation. This time, they found their rhythm faster. Each time she slid up and down his cock, she touched his lips featherlight, felt his faltering breath burning hot on her skin. Her hands searched and found support in his hair. FP groaned as she unintentionally changed her position by a few inches, allowing him to penetrate her even deeper. The orgasm, which flow through both of them successively a few minutes later, was intense. In a close embrace they clung to each other, exhausted but satisfied, enjoying the seconds of the intimate moment.
The weeks of separation had left untold marks inside, a chaos of emotions. It would only be a matter of time before reality would force FP and Alice to make a hard decision about what they really wanted.
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Falice one shoots, Falice AUs, Falice crossover
Fanfictionmy Falice fanfictions translated from German into English, expect a lot of smut by the way