A Psycho Love

Chapter 12: Forgive me?

*Time Skip to next morning*

*Lust's POV*

   I woke up to the sound of Grillby's bar busting with music again. Of course I could here it, cause my house is like a walk away from the bar!

Groaning, I got up, and do my usual routine in the morning. After that, I went downstairs and, Thankfully, my bro got home safe and sound. Currently, he is asleep on the couch. Maybe he was drunk last night... Eh, Atleast he's safe.

Since my bro is asleep, and I don't know how to cook, might as well go to Grillby's. Plus, I needed something to get my mind off that 'incident' yesterday.

I wrote a note to Papyrus that I will be going out for a while. After that, I grabbed my sleeveless jacket, and went out, locking the door behind me.

I walked into the snowy town on my way to Grillby's, while looking out for monsters who wants to rape me. Of course this is 'U N D E R L U S T' for Asgore's sakes!!! And of course I need to keep my guard up! Monsters might just jump out of the shadows and rape you on spot!... Aaaand... That is one of the disadvantages of living in this AU. *sigh*...

Anyways, I finally made my way to Grillby's bar... Aaaand... I was right! This place is busting with music, like always. Bright lights lighting up the dim room, a bar, tables with drunk monsters sitting in them, strippers on poles, and the man himself, Grillby.

Monsters greeted me as I came passing through. They were actually good friends, but I don't really trust them... Except for Grillby though, he can be trustworthy and quite helpful at times. I usually gave them a fake smile and greeted them as well and made some puns that will make them laugh their asses off.

"Heya Sans!" He said greeting me as I sat down on my usual seat. I like him as a friend, cause he is not really flirty and lewd like the others. "Heya Grillbz" I greeted him back.

"What can I get for you today? Is it the 'usual'?" He asked me as if he read my mind. Of course he knows! We are friends! He actually knows some things about me even my problems toady, and he actually understands me! "You know me so well" I said as he went off to get my order.

After a while, he came back with my request, a shot of alcoholic ketchup. I know it sounds weird, right? Buuuut... It is actually a real thing here in the underground.

I thanked him and I drank down the ketchup in mere seconds. But that still didn't get my mind off of things. "Grillbz, can you please get me another? And also a bottle of this stuff" I requested again. He gave me a questioning yet worried look, but decided to do it anyways.

After a while, he can back with my request. I poured the liquid in my shot glass and gulped it down again.

I still keep on remembering that embarrassing moment in the party... And that pissed off look he gave me... I felt really sorry... I wanted to say sorry... But I knew he wouldn't accept it... He would probably kill me in sight if I were to go back to his AU! I thought we could get along well... But it looks like I just made another enemy... How? How can I say sorry? How can I start? When will I say it?... But the real question is... Will he forgive me?...

"Sans! SANS! Multiverse to Sans!" He said, while snapping his fingers in front of my face. I soon went out of my town of thoughts and went back to reality.

"I have been trying to snap you out for minutes already!" He complained. I didn't really know that I was spacing out THAT long. I looked at the bottle, and realised that I drank half of it already.

"Why are you spacing out again? Is something wrong?" He asked me, worry lacing his voice. "Just... Something... *sigh*" I said as I looked down. "Tell me" he said, interested in this conversation.