A Psycho Love

Chapter 14: What's wrong with me?

*Lust's POV*

"I'm home!" I said as I went in to my beloved abode. "Bro? You home?" I yelled tying to get his attention.

"Sans?" I heard him from above.

I looked up. He was on the stairs. He was wearing his pajamas already and he looked very sleepy.

I gave him a warm smile. "Heh. Hiya Bro--"

I was cut off by him yelling at me. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!? IT'S ALMOST MIDNIGHT AND I WAS WORRIED THAT SOMETHING MIGHT HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU! I HAVE BEEN CALLING YOU FOR AGES AND YOU DIDN'T ANSWER! I TRIED CALLING YOUR FRIENDS BUT THEY TOLD ME THEY HAVEN'T SEEN YOU!!! WHERE WERE YOU?!?!?" He scolded me as if I was a child doing something wrong. (Totally relatable -v-👌) Welp... Can't blame him for being an overly protective brother. After all, siblings look after each other, am I right?

"Heh... I guess you could say that I had a 'bone to pick with' someone" I joked.

I saw him snort slightly but it quickly went away.

"Sans..." He grumbled. "You know I hate puns" heh... I knew he would say that...

"Oh come on! I know you love them!" I said. "And I saw you giggling"

"I know and I hate it" he grumbled.

"But I know you love your big sister~" I said giving him puppy eyes.

He rolled his eyes. "ANYWAYS, where were you?" He asked sternly.

I froze. Shit... I don't know what to say! He might know! I don't want him to know! I'll loose my sanity if I tell him! Or worse! He'll tell Dust how I felt about him! HE. SHOULDN'T. KNOW! NO ONE SHOULD KNOW ABOUT THAT!

I mentally screamed as I panicked, trying to find a reason to get out of this mess.

"I-I umm..." I started, stuttering on my words and trying to think of what I should say next. "I went somewhere...? TRUST ME! I went somewhere because... I umm... Needed to do something important!"

I just blurted out as my brother gave me a skeptical yet sassy kind of look. Please work, please work, please just agree with what I said, I don't want to live my the rest of my life in embarrassment.

"Uh huh... And what is this 'something important' about?" He asked looking more skeptical. Oh no, oh no, no, no, NO.... My plan is falling apart, oh nuhhhh!!!

I mentally panicked again as I tried to find ANOTHER way out of this mess.

"Ummm... Consulting a friend...?" I TRIED again.

He just looked at me as if I was stupid. "You were with him,weren't you?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

Shit...

I blushed madly as he said the word 'him'. I tried to hide and control my blush... But... let's just say I failed miserably in doing so. He just smirked and laughed at me. Oh boy... Fuck you bro...

I just hid my entire face under my hoodie. "welp! Bye!" I said quickly as I went up my room. I shut the door. All I could hear was my brother chuckling downstairs.

"I told you the time would come!~" he said as he chuckled lightly.

Sighing, I leaned against my door. He's right. I do have feelings for HIM. But I couldn't find the right words to tell him. If I would tell him, he'd probably hate me.

"What am I to do?"

*Dust's POV*

"Ugh..." I groaned.

I can't stop thinking about that slut!

Her smile, her laugh, her-- UGH!!! I screamed in my mind as I twist and turned on my bed.

I don't understand. This feeling... When I'm around her... I-it's a bit familiar...

I could still remember those days when I killed everyone and I had more DETERMINATION in me. I could still feel how painful it was. My head spinning around, my soul pounding against my rib cage, indescribable feelings. Everything inside me feels weird.

I mean, I'm a skeleton. I don't have organs. But... Why?

Those feelings I felt before, seems so familiar to what I'm feeling right now... It seems that I'm reliving those events again. But... Right now, it's different...

It... Doesn't seem painful at all. It's more of a dizzy type of feeling. Not the ones of pain. And more... Heartwarming...?

Why do I feel this way only around her? Did she do something to me?!

I mean, she IS from UnderLust after all. And that AU's monsters are known by their lustful and attractive aura.

Soooo... Maybe it's just her aura...? Maybe I just find her attracti-- KNOCK. IT. OFF!!! UGH!!! I mentally slapped myself.

I slammed my head lightly on the bed. "What. Is. Wrong. With. Me?" I said as I continued to slam my head on the sheets, my words being muffled a bit.

"Did she fucking put something in my drink while we were talking?" I asked myself. I swear, if she put something in my drink, maybe like a potion or drug or something, she's gonna fucking pay.

I don't know why...

WHY am I feeling these things? These weird things?

"It's love" I suddenly heard a voice say.

"ughh... Leave me alone bro..." I groaned. "I'm not in the mood for that shit right now"

"but it's true". He really believes in that, does he? Well, I can't blame him. He learned that in a story book that I gave him along time ago... When everything was normal and peaceful... Heh. Good old times

"those feelings you're feeling right now, that pounding in your chest, those thoughts of her--"

"wait. How did you know I was thinking about her?!-- *ahem* I mean... continue"

"as I was saying... Those stuff that you were feeling, that's love" he continued.

"oh yeah. The most psychotic and deadly monster in the multiverse. In 'l o v e'. Oh come on bro! You know I don't believe in shit like that!" I said to him a bit pissed off. "those are just from fairytales. Their NOT REAL"

Love may not be real, but LOVE is real. Love is just in those stupid fairytale books. It just makes your stomach ache.

But LOVE... is a whole other thing. It makes you the most powerful being in the multiverse. With the ability to hurt, or even KILL someone, or even wipe a whole city out from existence.

Well, I guess you could say I'm one of those beings who never gained love... But gained LOVE... Y'know what I mean? (welp... Time to fix the fourth wall again -v- *grabs some tape*)

"whether you believe it or not, it is still visible that you're in love. Not the other kind of 'love', but the good one" Papyrus said.

I groaned. Why can't he understand? I'm. Not. In. Love! "Like I said. I don't believe in silly fairytales. Don't you understand?" I said flopping back onto my bed.

I heard him sigh. "well, if that's what you say brother. I tried to tell you... But it seems that you still won't listen", he said as he vanished into thin air again. Makes me wonder where he would always go.

"*sigh*...

It's not like I like her or anything...

Right?..."

(SOOOOOOO SORRY!!! IT FEELS LIKE I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN YEARS!!! Sorry I kept you waiting guys... Pls don't hate me... Next chapter will be out soon, I PROMISE!!!)

__Night out!!!~