I Saw Her

16th August, 2019

Dear Diary,

Hey! My name's Alexander Karlsen and well this is my diary. I write this as this could be my last day in this world and I wanted to share my thoughts. My thoughts about her. So well where do I start? Okay! How about this, I start from the day I saw her.

Well I'm a small Indie writer who migrated from my home country to the United States to learn more about writing. But I'm back and better at writing than I was before. Sure my spelling might succ? Suck? I don't know which it is? Just kidding, I know which one it is. I suffer from Emotional instability too. That basically means I can have a range of emotions even in a single hour. I've gone through tough and rough times a long time ago which have influenced my behaviour. I caught my ex-girlfriend sleeping with another guy, at my own house, in the very bed I slept in. I guess that's why I live in hotels now. I haven't been with a woman since then, afraid that they might get bored with me.

Oh look, my friend came to my room. I guess I'll have to open the door for him meh. I'm just kidding, I love to do that. Of course I invited my friend Swill over to my house. He broke through the British film industry, I forgot to tell you, I'm British, with his film 'The Great' and he wanted to shake the film industry with another great film. I told him that I had a great idea and I invited him over.

He took out a notebook and sat on a chair while I was sitting on the bed. "You have to start living in a house dude, isn't this expensive for you?" He asked me. I replied, "I guess I never had the chance to find a house ever since I came back." He then wanted to hear my idea for a movie.

"The main character, a girl suffering from cancer, was evicted from her house by her landlord for failure to pay her rent. Her abusive boyfriend wouldn't pay a single dime for her. I mean pound, I guess the American culture is onto me. Why can't we all just use the Metric System geez. She then gets kidnapped by a couple of guys from the Mafia. She tries to fight off them when she wakes up when she accidentally shoots them, setting a target on her back. On her way to safety, she crashes into a blind man. She couldn't stop as she had the Mafia behind her, but she couldn't leave him behind either."

"Enough enough dude, you'll make me cry if you say more." He stood up and hugged me tightly. I had forgotten that he loved to hug. "So when do we start this movie? And will Charlize Theron work as the lead actress for the movie?" I looked blindly at him. "I guess anytime you're free, and I was thinking maybe we could find a new actress we could launch." He gave me a thumbs up and left.

So like a few days passed and he didn't call. But then suddenly he gave me a call saying that he has made all the arrangements already and I had to go to the auditions for the lead actress, I was excited.