I Saw Her

22nd March, 2020

Dear Diary,

Sometimes I wonder, that am I the only one that does stupid things? Cause I never see anyone else do stupid things. They all seem so perfect, and look at me. Nothing about me feels perfect. I have done some really stupid things in life. Mind if I list them? Well for one, I slept with Liz. Second, I don't know. Geez I can't name them all. Second, put my relationship. Third is falling in love with Sofia.

As I was saying, I have made a lot of mistakes. So ummm, I think a scream should fit right here. AHHHHHHHHHH! I'M DOOMED!!!!! That went well. In case you don't realise the situation, last night I gave Sofia a bath, with my own hands, and then cuddled her to sleep. Keep in mind the fact that I changed her clothes too, so like I saw her naked. And well I spent the night at her house.... I forgot to leave after she fell asleep, and well we cuddled all night. Okay, okay, nothing has gone bad so far. Except I did forget the fact that Hobart is sleeping in the living room there. Well I knew I was doomed, so I decided, if I was going to die, I'm gonna die in style and honour. And well for love. We both woke up at the same time. She looked at me while I was still cuddling her, "Hey Alex." I looked at her and reached in for a kiss. She replied back too and we kissed. I assumed she would say something like, I don't know, a simple no, or it was a mistake. But she continued kissing me. I decided, I'm gonna play out my whole hand and take my chance until she says no. I moved my hands and slid them inside her clothes. And well she did nothing, she continued. Finally came the horn to stop my trespassing.

Hobart started banging on the door. "Sofia, let me in. We need to go for a few interviews. I need to change too." I didn't really stop cause well I wasn't afraid at this point at all. I knew I was gonna die, so I decided to die without fear. Sofia replied to him, "I feel sick so you'll have to leave without me. You have some spare clothes in the guest room, you'll have to wear them. I feel too sick to get up from the bed." Inside, I was happy as this was my chance to continue and still be safe. The problem was, I wouldn't know what's happening outside the room. I kept taking my chances and went for more as I started to take off her clothes. Mind you, I was wearing only jeans. Suddenly I could hear the door opening. I got out of the bed with me and Sofia on two opposite sides of the room. Hobart entered the room, "What the...?" He pointed at me. "You!!! I'm going to freaking kill you!" I made a run for it when I saw Hobart go towards Sofia. He extended his hand and slapped her real hard. I ran back and climbed onto Hobart's back and told Sofia to run for it. Sofia ran out of the room when Hobart dropped me on the floor. He was about to run for it when I grabbed his leg and tripped him. I got back on my feet and stamped over him and left the room in a hurry. I grabbed the keys on the table and headed for my car. Sofia had already left in her car.

I sat in my car and made for a run for it too. I did forget one fact that all three of us were gonna have to meet a few days later in LA. The academy awards were a few days later. Our film was nominated for multiple awards. I was nominated for 3 myself. Best Film, Best Director and Best Screenplay - Original. Welp, God help me now. Now choice left anymore.