I Saw Her

5th October, 2019

Dear Diary,

So the film had been running smoothly after that incident on the train. Hobart ignored me instead after Sofia made him. Hamish and I smoothly ran all action scenes easily, and the filming was over pretty quickly. I was pretty happy now that I wasn't getting bullied. Sure I could've punched him or fired him, but I tried to take the gentleman's way and ignore him. Swill made an announcement, "Hey! Hey! Hey! Everyone, tonight, party at the bar, my treat!" Everyone jumped in celebration. I had a smile over my face when I saw Sofia really happy with Hobart. She was laughing along with his jokes, smiling, and that just made my day that Sofia turned out to have a better day. Her happiness came before mine, and that's what was important.

Later that night:

I was sitting in the corner of the bar, no one noticed me there. Everyone had someone to be with. Swill was busy being the center of attention. Liz was busy talking to other members of the staff. Hobart and Sofia were together talking to the other guys. A few minutes later, Shaun came up to me. "Aren't you going to celebrate the end of the movie? Did you see the end result? Such a great movie." I poured myself a drink, "I did, very happy. Except everyone in the staff hates me cause they all love Hobart. I lost it all man, I couldn't even win over the staff." I drank it all in one gulp. Shaun asked me, "How do you expect to win over Sofia when you're sitting here all drunk. Just tell her that you love her. If she loves you, she'll come back to you." I poured another drink and drank it in a gulp, "You know what you're right, I'll go tell her that I love her."

I got up from my seat and walked up to Sofia who was standing there alone. "Hey Sofia, so I umm wanted to let you know about something." Sofia replied, "Shh Shh Shh, there's an important announcement we got to make, be right back." She climbed onto the bar along with Hobart. Hobart raised his glass, "Guys, we're pregnant!!!" I fell into a deep darkness listening to that. I could hear Swill say, "Hey Hey, Three cheers for Hobart and Sofia, Congratulations." I kept standing there. After a while Sofia came down and asked me what I wanted to tell her. I said it was nothing that important, and to enjoy her night. I walked away, grabbing a few bottles along the way.

I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. "I guess the night is fun. Her happiness is my happiness, her happiness is mine." I kept slapping myself while pouring whiskey on my head. "Why did this even happen? Why? Why?" I screamed loudly. I kept slapping myself. I kept on going. Suddenly I heard someone enter so I stopped slapping myself and just looked at myself. Liz entered, "Hey, I heard what happened." I kept looking at myself in the mirror. "Just leave, not in the mood right now for this." She came close to me and looked at me, "Just forget what happened. Move on. She's not worth it." "I just can't, I loved her with my whole heart, but she ended up going with that arsehole." She pulled my head towards her. I looked at her as she started to kiss me. At first I felt shocked but then I kept going on with the kiss slowly she put her hands behind my neck. I put mine on her waist. We kept kissing for a while. She slowly stopped kissing me and held my hand and took me inside the bathroom stall.

Well you know what happened. I don't think I need to describe it. But it felt great. I don't remember much of it as I was high on alcohol, but I do remember bits of it, which were awesome, but only bits. And well that night we went back home together, To hers that is. And well we ended up in bed too. The thing was, she was married, so ummm it was all regret in the morning. It was going to be all awkward, especially since she had a child too. I might've wrecked her marriage, just for my fun and rebound. I hope her husband doesn't catch me.