BLISS || An ASAP Rocky story||

11

Rakim

Her fidgety hands, her worried eyes, and flushed pink cheeks were the signs that she seen something she wasnt supposed to.

It reminded me of that day.

"Rakim?" I heard Jesse come it to the room with tears streaming down her face.

"Whats wrong, baby? Why are you crying?" I cooed to her as i laid her on my chest. Her body was cold and pale. She was afraid of something.

She winced every time id run my hair through her short beautiful curls.

"I dont think we should be here, you know? We should try something else and move somewhere else. I love the boys but i want there to be a place where there is a lot of space for the baby." Jesse tried to reason.

She had a good point. With five boys in this house, plus her and our baby, there was no way we could raise a baby and things wont be crowded.

"I'll think about it. You came up with a good arguement," i chuckled. "Let me sleep and we'll talk about it more, alright? I love you, Jesse." She nodded snd dozed off to sleep.

I later woke up to no Jesse so assumed she was somewhere hanging with the boys.

"Bitch! Where the fuck you going?!" I heard Ferg yell.

I raced down the stairs to see Jesse running out the door, down the driveway with no pants on only a bloody light dress. She also had blood running down in between her legs.

"You just going to let that bitch run, Rock?!" Ferg screamed at me while running after Jesse. His demeanor seemed so evil in this space but i had no time to study my best friend.

He wore a wife beater that had blood on the front rim, sweats and Timbs.

It weird to here him call the mother of my child out her name.

"Nah. Im coming."

I saw Ferg pull out a pistol from his waist band.

"You gonna shoot her because if she gets to people, it's over." Ferg said, panting as he stopped running, looking at me.

Did i want to shoot her? Hell no. But, she couldn't get free. I grabbed the gun out his hand and i could have sworn i saw smirk display upon his lips as i held the gun and shot her in her back repeatedly til i finally stopped and crashed to my knees and cried.

My baby and my soon to be wife. Dead. Because of me.

Nothing in this world made me question my best friend's loyalty more than that day. Why did he have blood on his clothes and why did he seem so afraid when she was running?

Then i began to think about when Jesse was around Ferg, she'd get scared and isolated. When he wasn't around, she was her bubbly, outspoken self. Ferg and Jesse wasn't always the people you'll want around.

They'd argue and throw shit at each other over a little disagreement. I never thought about it too much.

Walked down the stairs and asked Jordan to help me bring the stuff to Isis room. Him and I made three trips back and forth to Isis room while Isis had disappeared somewhere.

"Play, ima be right back." I said.

I walked up the stairs to Ferg room and knocked on his door and got rewarded to silence.

I heard a struggled moan in the room. I kicked the door down and saw Ferg on top of Isis choking her. her pants was off across the room and had blood all around her.

I grabbed Ferg back by the gold chain on his neck and began to punch and kick his face in. He tried to get up and i kept punching him. I looked up and saw Isis passed out on the bed with her neck bruised and had a small cut on her right cheek.

I kicked Ferg's head one last time and rushed over to Isis. I pleaded the she wake up. I pulled her pants up, crying in the process. 

Tyler, Jordan, Jasper, and Frank piled into the room and looked at the sight that was on the floor. His bloody face, clothes and teeth were on the floor.

"What happened, Rakim?" Frank said as he tried to wake Ferg up. I picked Isis up and took it to her half furnished room and laid her down.

My best friend, raping Isis and trying to kill her is a sight that i can never force myself to forget. I began to think of Jesse for the tenth time today.

"If Ferg was able to do this to her, do you think he was also the cause of Jesse? Like the blood on her before she died?" I began to take in Jordan's sudden words. The word blood began to ring in my ears.

"Watch her." I ordered and walked out the room in to his room and dragged Ferg out the room by his vlone red sweater that i wanted to cut off his body, and down the stairs and out the door. All the boys but Jordan beside me.

"Whoever want to follow this Nigga, be my fucking guest!" I yelled and saw no one move an inch.

"Thats what I thought." I slammed the front door and started up the stairs.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

The front door started to move with every bang.

"RaKIM Mayers! I always KNEW you was a bitch. That's why i fucked BOTH ya bitches!" Ferg screamed from outside.

I ran down the stairs and almost opened the door but was held back by the boys grabbing my body by pulling on my clothes.

"Yeah! Hold him back! And oh! Before i walk away that baby you thought was yours, it was mine, bitch! And y'all will see me again. ALL OF YALL!"