BLISS || An ASAP Rocky story||

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Rocky's POV

I knew this bitch ass nigga was behind all this shit. I wish i could wanted shoot him in the head where he was on the floor. Leave him lifeless and unable to hurt another human being. The stare i was giving him was enough to make him turn pale staring at his killer.

And then he grinned. "So. You caught me. Whats next?"

Isis's POV

Rocky moved me to this weird apartment type condo thing in i dont know where. He just said that things were so complicated after the whole Ferg thing.

As i lay by the window on the floor seeing the skyline in this building. I wonder if i even want to leave Rocky.

Life is too hectic right now for me to worry about being killed, abused, raped, somewhere i dont want to be at all and let alone all while preparing to be a mother. A month ago, i was living my normal, but still busy life. As i got up and walked into the kitchen of this huge room, i turned on the stove and began the process of making green tea with stress in my body and hot tears streaming down my eyes.

Why me, God? I pleaded and cried. Pouring the lemon and honey into a cup, I choked in my tears so the guard that Rocky placed outside the condo/apartment doesnt hear my cries of help.

I rubbed my stomach in clockwise motion. Taking care of this baby is going to be the motivation to be the best mother in the world and to escape the world that I've been forced into. Showing myself that they will never go through or have the confront the worse parts of already terrible life isn't something i wanna be proud to say that i have going for myself.

With having both shitty parents and now i dont even like my childs father, my spiraling life is a rollercoaster that has crashed into the ground and there nothing i can do to really control it.

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock coming from the main door. I walked over to the door, wiping the tears that had managed to escape my eyes and scurried to the door. Checking the peep hole, I noticed the guard was still standing post but was accompanied by a bloody Rocky. I slowly opened one side of the standing double doors.

All the boys started piling in one by one with Tyler and Jasper lugging Rocky to the leather black L-shaped couch. I ran to the half bathroom close to the main entrance and snatched the first aid kit to began to clean the blood off and patching up the cuts, gun shot wound, and tending to his numerous bruises. I couldn't hold myself together seeing as the tears streamed down my face. I can't believe all of this shit could've been prevented.

Trembling with fear, I hesitantly asked "So, what happened?"

At this point, 2 and 1/2 hours has gone by now and Rocky is cleaned up and out the shower after washing the brown dried blood of who I'm assuming was Ferg and friends. I feel like I'm going to be lied to so i can stay in the dark. They treat me like a child who must stay locked up in a secluded area with a baby breeding inside of me with the massive amounts of stress and lack of sun and air.

Rock walks to the wide open window in the room and sits in the chair facing it. "He's dead." Not a sense of urgency rushed in my body. So no lie?

Good. Hell will be his best friend now.

"I can't believe this is what it came down too. He was a fucking snake in a rabbits skin and i never had the damn balls to realize what his ass had in store the whole time. Im a damn idiot and i should be laying with him in thats grave. Everyone he was under and called a friend will die. The shit he did to me, id never do to him,"  i can hear the sniffles and bubbles blowing out of his nose. Braids unraveled because he had to wash the chunky bits of dry blood from his hair.

"But fuck it. Motherfuckers going to recognize who the fuck i am and what i stand for. I took too much pain behind the scenes. With the first shit he did and now this.Why me?" He gets up and walks over to me. Puffy eyed and slouching. Wrapping his hands around my waist seeing as I'm still not that big yet.

He has no place to ask a question like that.

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Hey Yalll!! Im soo sorry for never updating. Life just took over. I dont really know if ill ever update again or how id continue what i started when i was just 15. Im 21 now but i can try to restart this if anyone wanted me too. ✨✨

I get emails to this day of the people that still read my story/stories and i really sigh at the fact that people still reads my thoughts online in 2021. Thank you everyonee! Yall really have still gotten me throughh some times! I appreciate everyone who still reads. 🥺🥺💕💕