Happy

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She smiles, laughs, and makes others happy but what happens when her life turns upside down.

It's a normal school day, she hugs her friend and jokes around until class starts. she pays attention to everything the teacher says but out of the corner of her eye she sees her crush two seats away. She worries about her crush the look in their eyes of pain. That she wants to heal every broken and hurt piece. The bell rings for next class she pays attention and sees her crush again the look of pain it hurts to see. She tries to help her question is class knowing that this class is kind of hard that the bell rings it's now  lunch. She goes and sits down at the table with her friends she doesn't have a lunch knowing she's lying to her friend saying the school food makes her sick. Her crush sits beside her as usual. The same thing every day until Wednesday comes by when her sister called her names so she bites her arm. It's not the first time I had happened, she lied to her mom knowing about the truth even though she knows she'll find out about it later . Her mother doesn't know if she wants to die. Don't know what happened, only a couple of days ago she was smiling, laughing and making others smile. She went to class she didn't say anything to anyone she sat down. Put headphones on and turn up the volume, getting on seems to notice. She had the thought that they didn't actually like her, she thought that they were faking to be her friend because of who she is related to. They didn't like her, they only saw her when the teacher said her name the way they all looked at her answered a question she had. They're not the only ones that can pretend. They don't know what kind of thoughts she has, in and out of her head the pain that caused her to shut down. Why is no one there that actually cares about her? She goes to her next hour she completely ignores the person next to her, her crush on the other side of the room doesn't say anything but the girl next to her gets up and helps her crush. She just finishes her homework and for the rest of class she looks out the window wishing she was a bird so she can fly away. It's not like they would care anyway. It's now lunch time. She sits at the table with her friends or so-called her friends she sitting there with a pair of headphones are ignoring them all. She didn't care if they hurt her music her music was the only way she can express the pain she felt. They didn't care she just continuously sat there listening to music not caring what they were saying. for all she knew they could have been talking about her and she wouldn't even notice or care anyway. She wanted was to disappear or get in their minds. That night she took the bottle of pills swallowed them all. She laid down in her bed close your eyes and drifted off to Dreamland.
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