It gets better

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It gets better
Maybe not today
Maybe not tomorrow
But it will one day
But tonight, I'm staring at my ceiling
Remembering every mistake
Every fucked up lie
Every relationships I've destroyed
Every single friends I lost
Every sleepless night
Every heart break
Every single tear shed.
Maybe I won't get better
Maybe the mistakes,
Fucked up lie,
Relationships I've destroyed,
The friends I've lost,
Sleepless nights,
Heart break,
All the tears shed.
I deserve all of it,
All the pain I have caused,
I deserve to bring it to myself.
So, I drag the shape blade acrossed my skin,
Watching the blood drip down,
If does stop me from continuing my art.
I deserve this believe.
It will get better, Maybe.

~ I tried explain, why I do these kimds of things to one of my friends, but how can I explain to her that I'm not really okay, Can maybe someone help me?~

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