Soulmates? (Alec Lightwood)

Chapter 10

I was trying to breath I felt like I was running out of air "Max", Alec called me and he saw that I was trying to breath and he said: hey take it easy breath Maxi come on.
I took a big breath and he said: good take a deep breath you ok everything is ok.
"Magnus knows! You saw the look on his face"
Alec nodded and he said: I know I saw, this not how I planned for him to find out.
"I'm sorry"
Alec came close to me and hugged me and said: you're sorry?! For what?
"If I didn't fell from Jace then you would never gave me your hand the mark wouldn't show, I completely forgot about it."
Alec: yeah I forgot too but it's ok we'll talk to him.
Izzy walked out and said: you're guys are ok?
Alec: yeah we're fine, thank you for covering for us.
"Yeah thanks Izz I completely forgot about the mark"
Izzy: it's ok no problem, you gotta talk to Magnus now.
"Yeah we know, we need to tell Jace"
Izzy: what about Clary?
"Amm I don't know I mean should we tell her?"
Alec: yeah I think so I mean she would be the only one who doesn't know in our small group of people I trust.
Izzy gave him a look and he said: yes Izzy I trust her just don't tell her!
She laughed and said: ok.
"Let's tell them to meet us in my room after we talk to Magnus"
Alec nodded and we walked inside and I asked Jace: where is Magnus?
Jace: he left.
Alec looked at me and said: let's go, we'll talk later.
We left and went to Magnus's, we walked in and Alec said: Magnus are you here??
Magnus: in the kitchen..
We at looked at each other and walked toward the kitchen we saw him make himself a drink and he asked: a drink?
Alec: Magnus.... we need to talk.
Magnus: ohh I know the drinks are for me.
We both didn't know the right thing to say so he said: lets start from the beginning, how long after you met did the mark showed up?
"Amm a day or two"
Magnus: I see..
"You see?! What does it even mean!?"
Magnus: it means my dear that you and Alexander were soulmates long before you met.
Alec: I don't understand
Magnus: this mark shows up after you meet your soulmate, sometimes it takes years till it appears and sometimes it takes weeks or month but never days and so with you two it's...
unique your bond is stronger than a parabatai bond and it explains a lot.
"How can we be soulmates before we met?"
Magnus: Max I've been around a long time and I encountered shadowhunters with the soulmates mark and I've seen how strong they feelings were for each other so when I say that you two been soulmates before you met I meant past life like each life you've been alive and you fell in love instantly and well.. you know how it ends.
Alec: Magnus I'm sorry.
Magnus: you have nothing to be sorry about it's not your fault Alexander...
I cut him off and said: it's my fault I'm really sorry.
Magnus: as much as I wanted to be your fault it's not your fault Maxi, it is your fate to be together.
I looked at Alec and he looked at me and then I looked at Magnus and I said: so... what could happened if we ever.... you know kissed or something like that..?
Alec: Max..
"What? I'm curious"
Magnus: it's fine, theoretically speaking it could cause a few magical disturbances like those colors we saw or even opened random portals, it depends on how strong your connection is.
"This all very...."
Alec: crazy
I nodded and Magnus said: one of the many powers a soulmate developed is the capability to connect with each other through telepathy.
"This a lot to take in! Three months ago I didn't even know I was a shadowhunter and now, now I have a brother I come from a place called Idris and I have a soulmate.
I looked at Alec and Magnus I didn't mean to sounds harsh but I did and then Alec said: maybe we should go we spend too much of Magnus's time.
"Yeah you probably right"
Alec: I'm sorry again for everything.
Magnus gave a sad smile and nodded and we walked out, we walked down the street in silence and the air was cold and it was noon then he stopped me and said: am I that big of deal for you?
I looked at him and I realized I hurt him so I nodded and said: you are but a good one and I'm sorry if I sounded a little harsh back there I didn't mean it, is just too much and don't get me wrong I love it that you and me discovering together our feelings for each other and I don't regret it I mean I am sorry I hurt Magnus but I'm not sorry for how I feel about you.
He gave a smile and said: I know this too much believe me I know but I am glad too that I met you and for the way I feel about you and whatever happened you're not alone anymore and you never will be cause I'm right here and the rest of our friends.
I hugged him and he kissed my forehead and I said: I know thank you.
Alec: anytime, let's go talk to Jace and Clary.
"Before that!"
I then kissed him I took it slow and soft and full of passion and we saw the colors again but we kept kissing and he pulled me closer and I didn't want this kiss to end when we broke apart I smiled at him and I said: now we can go.
Alec: you get me every time.
"Ha ha I know.."
We got to the institute and we met everyone in my room and Clary said: what's the big secret?
Alec: what we about to tell you has to stay in this room it can not go outside!
Jace: ok spill it already.
Alec: ok, well... everybody knows that since I met Max I became a little overprotective of her among other things..
He was silenced for a moment and I said: there is a reason for that, and that reason is that me and Alec are connected or if I'll say it right we are.........
I took a big breath and I said: soulmates.
Jace: what about Magnus?
Alec: we broke up.
Clary: this is why he was sad earlier, I don't understand what does it mean that you are soulmates?
Alec: it means this...
He closed his eyes and and I heard him: can you hear me?
Ohh my God Magnus was right we can talk through our minds I answered: yeah.
Alec smiled and then took my hand and he said to everyone: look at this.
They looked at our hands and they saw the colors and Jace said: we've seen this before! You made us think that we were crazy why?
Clary: wow its beautiful.
"We had too! If the wrong people will find out we could be in danger and we are telling you this because we trust you brother!"
He looked kind of mad... go figure..
And then he said: so what does it means about the two of you?
Alec: it means we're together Jace!
"What is your problem!? I thought you would be happy for me for us!"
Jace: You can't be together!
"What? Why?"
Jace: my sister and my parabatai are dating it would be like you dating me!
"Ok first of all gross! Second of all I'm glad your my brother but you don't get to tell me who I can and can't be with! And third the soulmates mark bond is stronger than a parabatai bond so.... no Jace! It won't be like dating you!"
Izzy: hey let's just take it easy guys.
Jace: you don't look surprised Izzy I guessed you knew!
Izzy: yeah Jace I did but I don't get you I mean if they are happy we need to be supportive and happy for them.
Jace: how can I? It feels wrong.
"Wow Jace thank you for your honesty."
Jace: Max I'm sorry but I don't think you should be together.
"I'm sorry too because I don't give a damm what's you think!"
Alec: hey! Relax both of you! You guys are brother and sister! You're not supposed to be fighting like that! I really expected more of you Jace as my best friend and my parabatai.
Jace: I'm sorry Alec I just can't see the two of you together so don't expect me to be happy for you!
"Screw you Jace!"
I stormed out and walked out of the institute, who the hell does he think he is!?!? Idiot son of a bitch!!!

**"MAXXX" Alec called her but she was already out he did not expect this from Jace he was mad at him: what the hell is wrong with you?!
Jace: me? You break up with Magnus and fall in love with my sister?!
Alec: yes I did! I love her!
Alec realized what he said and he looked at Izzy who was glowing for what he said and he smiled at her and Jace said: you love her?
Alec: yeah I do and I don't care what you thinking man I'm staying with her I don't really understand you but you really being a dick about it!
Clary: ok lets all calm down this conversation is totally off track.
Jace didn't answer Alec and Alec gave him a glare and said: if you'll excuse me I have to find my girlfriend. **