I didn't want to wait a second. To give her a chance to think this was wrong but that didn't mean I would've taken advantage of her had she said no. It felt right to.
I leant my head down and planted a kiss on her. Delicately enough to tell if we both wanted this. She gave an unrecognisable sound that made me think she was curious to discover more. I planted a deeper kisser, my emotions got the better of me and I explored her mouth more....and more...and more.
I had to pull away from her at some point. I was aroused beyond all senses. I stood up and moved a distance away from the bed. The pair of shorts I had on gave away all the evidence. I waited, gaining composure and catching my breath. She lay there....so innocent, confused....and hella sexy. I wanted her. All of her.
"Am sorry," I had finally managed to break the silence. My breathing had steadied. "I'll go sleep on the couch....goodnight." I cursed every living thing for what had just gone down tonight. As I was pulling open the door I felt her hand on my arm and I grew firmer. Did she have to turn me on like that?
"No don't, let me just go back to my room," she said softly. I wanted to apologise more but all I did was to stand aside and let her pass. I didn't know why I was letting her go.
My thirst grew stronger when I lay my head on the pillow she had used and her scent reigned on all my senses. "I could just go over there and ask her if she wants...dammit who does that?!..." I had silly mental conversations with my self and punched the pillow to tenderness. I shouldn't have invited her to bed because that is where all the problems had begun. The ones before that I could handle but what I had just done..... I had to get some sleep because I still had to get to work the next morning. So with everything I had left in me, I fought for sleep to come......
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