The same version of you

Chapter 11

Living with a woman is hard. An attractive one at that. You don't know if you doing enough or too little. My bad dreams have stopped. I guess Bryan is finally at peace.

.....but am not at peace. I live with this woman but I can't have her. She's too young...but that doesn't stop me from getting aroused by her actions. Last night as she moved around the bed, her body would brush on mine and arouse me...creating all these fantasies I couldn't afford to entertain. And when she said she wasn't scared anymore, all that I could think of was how fast I could turn her around and dip myself in and deep. It was torture and pleasure being next to her.

I am a man. Mostly my instincts would go for the wild side. I don't think she would want to have me and I don't see myself with her long term. I wouldn't want to worry about her seeing these young boys at college and feeling the need be with them. Besides, I don't think am in love with her. All I feel like doing right now is ripping her clothes off and having her. To kiss her deeply and feel her depth.

Cassandra is acting up again. I don't think I have any more energy left in me to be going after her....but Samira is here. Pretty, intelligent and available. I don't think Bryan really wanted me to have Samira. He just wanted the love of his life to be okay, right? Well, she seems okay, happier.

Now I just think the best thing to do is give her space to enjoy her youth and innocence. Am avoiding the temptation to devour those lips or lay that body on my bed to have all night.....

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