roommates

clingy

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i'm just happy that he's hugging me it reminds me of when we were together. and i just loved it so much. i didn't want to let go. so i didn't and neither did he. we were so in the moment we didn't hear the front open and close.

we're still hugging until we hear a familiar voice.

"taehyung what're you doing?!"

<taehyungs pov>

'he forgave me! holy hell he actually accepted my apology!!' i was so happy that we were cool now. i gave him the tightest hug. it felt so wrong to hug him when i already have someone. but then again it felt to right. we were hugging but then i heard the person i had completely forgotten speak.

"taehyung what're you doing?!"
i throw him out of my arms. a little to harshly he almost fell but caught his balance. i look at him to check if he's okay.

it's like he knew i was checking and just nodded at me. i look back at sunhee and see her red face. 'well now i gotta deal with this' i thought. "great now that i have your attention. can you answer my question?!" she almost shouts.

before i could answer jin speaks. "sunhee it's okay he was just helping me with a problem i had... right?" he looks at me and his eyes are telling me to agree. so i just nod and give her a "mhm".

"oh really? what problem then?" jin seems like he's thinking of something to say so i help him out. "h-his date, i was giving him pointers on how to make the move. we hugged as him saying thank you' i quickly say.

sunhee made a small "o" shape with her mouth and started muttering apologies. "i'm sorry i thought i saw something else." "it's fine it's not your fault." jin says and sunhee comes rushing to give me a hug.

"how'd you get inside?" i asked her, she just shows me a key. "i made a spare for me!" she says still hugging me. her back is facing jin and my front is facing him. we look at each other for a second but he gets all red and turns away.

'did i do that? hmm' i smirk thinking that i was the reason for his red face. he walks to his room quietly, i watch him walk away. sunhee finally lets go of our hug and holds my hand tightly.

she turns around and looks left in right. then she looks back at me and says, "you guys are to close for my liking, keep a distance." and with that she says her byes and walks out the dorm.

i'm left standing there in shock.

<1 week later>
(still taehyungs pov)

it's been a week since jin and i made up. we're closer then we were before but there is still a bit of awkwardness. we eat breakfast and dinner together. he's started to hang out with jay a lot more. in fact jays been coming over a lot. i don't like him, i sense something weird about but i won't tell jin, or else he'll get upset.

sunhee has become more attached to me. anytime we hang out she's clinging onto my arm, hugging me anywhere we go. and this all happens when jins around. like in the situation we're in now.

jin invited jay and us to a double date. the couple were being all touchy and cute, and sunhee wanted the same. so here we are. her trying to feed me while i accept. not because i wanted to but because she kept giving me a death glare when i rejected.

"jin you have something over there." jay says. everyone's attention goes to jin who's busy eating his really cheesy burger. jay chuckles and reaches his thumb to wipe of the spot on jins mouth.

jay makes sure to pass that thumb on jins bottom lip. and jin simply blushes. and gets really red when he licks the rest off. i quietly scoff and make sure no ones hears me.

the waiter gives us the check and we start to head out. i see jin and jay holding hands and jin looks up at him with loving eyes. i didn't want to admit before because i knew how wrong it was but now i can't lie about it. i was jealous.

sunhee seemed to notice me not paying attention, so she kisses my cheek. and whispers into my ears "don't mind them they can never beat our relationship." i internally roll my eyes but just smirk at her.

we come to our dorm and jin, jay and i stay outside as sunhee goes into the dorm lobby to put some things away.
jay pulls jin under a tree and looks around to make sure no ones looking. but i am.

i'm curious to see what he's going to do.

jin and jay stare into each others eyes for awhile. then out of nowhere jay pushes their faces together. and their lips touch. jin doesn't kiss back at first but closes his eyes and kisses back.

i didn't feel anything i just stood their in shock. i couldn't move i couldn't say anything.

they pulled away and jin pressed his head on the crook of jays neck. jay smirks and holds him. i hate this feeling i have.

i didn't realize it but my fists were clenched tightly. i stopped myself when i saw that my palms were red and my knuckles were white from how tight i was holding it.

i slowly walked away rush back to where i was first standing. it was at that exact moment where i knew. i didn't have to second guess it because i knew...

i still love him. fvck i still love him!

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a/n well another sh!tty chapter :/ should i have the next chapter be sunhee pov entirely, partially sunhee pov or no don't have her pov. thank you for reading lovely's! <3
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