roommates

explain

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a/n his chapter will be the reason why tae actually split from jin. and i'm also sorry for the grammar mistakes! i type way to fast and i read through these fast, so if you see anything wrong in the spelling or grammar i apologize and i will edit them.<3 ty and enjoy!
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previously:

before seokjin even noticed the man presence he began to lose his balance and fell backwards. he closed his eyes getting ready for impact but before his body could reach the floor.  he felt himself being carried.

when he opened his eyes he saw the person he did and didn't want to see at the same time holding his waist tightly.

<seokjin pov>
"okay so what else do i need?" i look around my room and see a box which i haven't opened yet.

'books' was written on the box. i untapped it and began taking the books out. i look around and remember the empty shelf i placed in the corner. i grabbed a chair and a handful of books and began putting books in color order on the shelf.

i was almost done but there was this one fvcking book that i couldn't place at the top shelf. 'god damnit why am i so freaking short?!' i try going on my tippy toes to place the book down. that doesn't seem to do anything. so i ignore what my mom always told me when i was little and started jumping on the chair to reach it.

as i was jumping the chair started moving. and in a blink of an eye i was falling off of it. 'PREPARE FOR INPACT!!' is all my mind could think of. i shut my eyes tight getting ready to hit the hard floor below me. but instead of the hard floor and horrible pain, i came in contact of something softer.

i open my eyes only to see him. taehyung is holding onto my waist really tightly. and i'm sure it'll leave a bruise later. we were staring into each others eyes. i don't know if i was seeing things but i could see the boy i fell in love with in high school through his eyes.

'oh god i thought i was over him fvck! wait jin what are you saying?! get yourself together!!' i was put back into reality after my tiny pep talk with myself. i quickly got up and pushed him away from me.

"th- thanks..." i mumble and stare at the ground. "no... no problem." he replies. it just an awkward silence now. i want to break it but i don't know how. but i somehow manage to ask him a question. a question which has been on my mind ever since high school.

"why'd you do it?" i ask. i look and he looks up too. our eyes meet. he looks really confused. "do what?"

"break up with me? make me believe we could be something? i gave you my all, and you- you just left me with nothing!" i shout. i promised myself i wouldn't cry but we can't all keep our promises huh?

"so why?! why'd you do it?!" i ask. my voice is about to break. i lock eyes with him again. he seems shocked that i just blurted such a question. he gulps and sighs. "let's sit and talk..." then he walks to his room.

<taehyung pov>
'fvck fvck fvck fvck fvck!!?" what am i suppose to do?! he just came at me with that question. i don't know how to respond. "let's sit and talk..." that's all i could say. and i went to my room. i heard footsteps from behind me so i knew he was following me.

when we reached my room i gestured for him to have a seat on my bed. he sat down and i sat next to him. i saw him tense up and move over. i felt this sudden pang in my heart.

"look jin, gee uhh how do i put this..? well you just weren't my type. and uhh you kinda got..." i stopped talking when i saw his eyes start to water. he blinked, "i got what?" he asked. i don't know how i'm supposed to say what i'm going to say.

i cleared my throat. "don't take this he wrong way jin but you got bo- boring... you started coming home late and stopped doing things with me. so i started seeing sun-hee-" i was cut off by his voice.

"wait?! so i i got boring to you? and you decided to cheat on me with my friend?! what the fvck?!" he shouted. i didn't want to see his face so i looked down. "i'm sorry, but we just clicked." i said as if it was the most normal thing to say. oh how i wish i didn't say it like that.  i heard a sniffle, then another, until i heard a quiet sob.  i looked up only to see jin wiping his tears and holding back sobs.

i wanted to hug him but he seemed like he didn't want to be touched. so i just watched him. "do- do you wan- wanna know w- why i wa- wasn't with you as mu...ch?" he asked between sniffs. i hesitantly nodded as a sign to continue, i was afraid to hear him continue.

"it was because.. i had to work! for christ sake i worked my a** off so you could buy the stuff you wanted! sh*t taehyung, you didn't even try asking me how my day was. or whenever you did i'd reply with tired and you wouldn't care! and i got 'boring' to you, after everything i only got 'boring'!" he shouted at me.

at that moment... all i felt was guilt. 'great job taehyung you're now crowned the greatest fvcking a**hole! wanna badge and crown with that?" i ask myself. while im stuck with the guilt inside me, jin gets up and stops at the door. without looking at me and says this.

"maybe we should stay away from each other just for awhile... until we figure things out. then we can start over and try again. just as friends this time."

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a/n AHHH holy crap i'm sorry this chapter was actual shit!! it was long. like really long, and this long chapter was so bad. i'm sorry i put you through that!! but anyway i'm going to start doing word counts! <3 thanks for reading, get ready for the next chapter.
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word count: 1097

ps!!
please read bonita_cenalia book "why" beach that sheets good!!