roommates

stay with me..

previously:

sounds weird but its a type of lost where, you're already found. its hard to explain but I know what it is, what this feeling is that makes me feel this way. its love. and before I know when were close enough I couldn't hold this feeling in anymore, with this much space between us I knew he wanted it too.

and that's why with no hesitation ,no regret, and without that feeling of a heavy heart...

I kissed him

<nobody pov>

~dorm room~

neither of the boys pulled away from the kiss. it was soft and caring, it was the kiss that each boy eager to obtain. eyes closed, the outside world was shut off all they could focus on was each other. taehyung pulled seokjin by the waist, having a tight hold on it not wanting to break the kiss. seokjin feeling the same thing as he tilted his head and wrapped his hands on tae's nape. he deepened the kiss causing taehyung to smirk into the kiss.

taehyung was feeling complete bliss and only pulled away when his lungs couldn't handle the feeling of no air. as they parted they were both panting, eyes still closed, seokjin opened his eyes to be met with taehyungs brown orbs. he was expecting to see lust and want in his eyes he saw love. it was the same look they shared a couple years ago when they were together. the look that jin longed for and needed everyday. the look that allowed him to know taehyung's true feelings towards him.

it was the stare of the love, and that is same stare that seokjin always had for the other.

when the two managed to catch their breath, taehyung cupped jins cheek caressing it in an up and down motion. jin leaned into the touch closing his eyes in the process. but then a sudden question pop up in his head. 'why is he doing this now?' he thinks for a moment. ' does he pity me? or is he just mad that sunhee is cheating?'  so many negative question come into his head and like tae can read his mind, he lifted jins chin up for him to look at him.

"no, no this is not temporary jinnie. I've been holding this feeling in for awhile and I want yo- no I need you in my life." he says shocking the other. jin stares wide eyed at him. "h-how.." he was interrupted by a kiss. it was short but meaningful. jin closed his eyes taking it in and when they parted tae continued speaking "screw sunhee and jay, they can go fuck themselves. all you we need is each other. so jinnie please stay with me. stand by my side like we used to." he said which left a warm feeling in jins heart.

he felt cared for, he felt loved, something only taehyung can give him. that's the feeling he wanted with jay but never received. and though it took him awhile to actually realize it he knew that, love was something only taehyung could provide him with. and he was more than okay with that. and there was no longer any doubt in his mind that taehyung was using him. not when he saw how he felt and also heard what he said. so without anymore convincing he knew what his answer was.

"of course taehyung-ah! I want to be with you. but please don't leave me alone... not again." he mumbled the last bit and taehyung knew what he was feeling and immediately hugged him, reassuring jin that he wasn't goin anywhere/ its like all the things the two of them been through no longer matters to them. both their hearts were in the wrong place, but once they came back together they were happy. they both had an epiphany that all they needed was each other, and that it was fate that let them meet again.

fate brought them to where they are now. in each others warm embrace. tae rocked jin and himself back and forth until they fell asleep. tonight the both of them  slept with a clear and calm head. but they knew nothing of what was to come the next day...