Mate, what are you talking about?

Chapter 7

Sorry that I haven't updated. School and had been reading a good book. To make up for it I haveade a sort of long chapter.

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*One year Later*

Talia

I am returning. Don't want to but have to. Before I leave. I run my fingers through my waist long dirty blonde hair. I think getting bright blue streaks through my hair was an awesome idea. School has completely ended. I graduated from my school. I figured that I would need to be able to get a job and at least be a normal teenager for a year. I passed. Life is all going good. I look at the mirror. I look nothing like I looked a year ago. I had gotten more freckles, slightly more tanned, thinner, you could start to slightly see the muscle that I had. I would work out each night. Leg lifts, squats, push ups sit ups, all that shit. I know what you are thinking, How the hell have you changed? Well I have changed a little on the outside but a fuck load on the inside. Nobody mess with me. Turn my sassy and 'Ninja' mode on and you are screwed.

I grab everything that I need and walk. I dread this. I guess I have changed from being a good girl to a bad ass, but not that much. I grab my phone and play my music. I play a playlist that has Evanescence, All Time Low, The Offspring, Avril Lavigne and Krewella. Perfect playlist. Running, jogging, walking, all in the one. Bored! I never let Tyler slip my mind. It was impossible. Bring a smile to my face but then fades. I feel like a bloody idiot. I ran away from my mate. Like seriously, I guess it was an instinct. After all, he is a bloody werewolf. Scary. I see where I am. I am at my primary school. So weird.I look over to see one of my crushes from my childhood. "What are you doing here?!" The guy turns around. "Who the hell are you?" The guy answers. I shake my head. Of course he doesn't recognise me. I have changed so damn much. I realised that I still have my head phones in. I take them out. "Hi Matt. Do you remember me? I'm Talia." "Oh Talia. Hi. Haven't seen you in ages." So I sat down next to him and start talking about random shit. Like whats happened. Shit in other words. Being near him feels different. I feel happy. When I was in primary school, I had a crush on him for about 3 years. I know stupid. I liked him because he was funny and he always made me smile. I had to force myself to not smile or laugh. It was tough but I survived. I see him now and all the feelings have come back to me. Tyler has completely faded from my memories. "Talia? Earth to Talia." "I'm alive!" I shout. Matt starts laughing. Bitch! "Um... Talia." Matt mumbles. "Yeah?" I say. "Um... first time I ever saw you, um..." "Yeah." I say to him to continue. "Well um... Ithoughtthatyouwerebeautifuland

funnyihadacrushonyou." Matt said quickly. "Bless you! What were you saying?" I joke. I knew that he said something but it was necessary for me to say that. Idiot. "Well um. I said that you are beautiful and funny and I had a crush on you since the first day that we ever met." Matt says. What? He has a bloody crush on me. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!! I think I am about to faint. What do I do. What do I say?????? I am dead. Just as I am about to say something stupid, I feel all tingly. Uncomfortable. Goosebumps. What the hell? It's not winter! Shit! I turn. I am so screwed. Why the hell did I return?

Tyler

I have been without her for a year. I just want to crawl up in a ball and die. There is no reason to live. I want to go out and find her but that won't work. Crying myself to sleep every night. It won't work. I will be forever alone. I never even knew much about her. All I knew was she dated a guy named Tom who may I remind you has not returned, and she played basketball, her parents died when she was 16 and that's it. Not much. I want her right here, right now in my arms. Her dirty blonde hair down her back. Those bright chocolate eyes of hers. Now joke, literally chocolate brown. I miss her. A year. I am still alive. She's not dead. I know that. If she was then the pain would be unbearable. The thought of her dead. Get that out of your mind. Your a wolf, be strong. I am walking around listening to my music. I listen to random music. Unexplainable. Happiness. That's what I am feeling. WTF! Sadness. Happiness, sadness. One second I happy, then sad. That makes no sense. I turn the corner and see a playground. I smile. Stuff it, I'm 20 but I am still a kid. I run over to the slide and make sure that nobody is anywhere. All I see is a couple sitting on a seat talking. Not much. The guy has blond hair and the lady has dirty blonde hair with blue streaks. I feel an urge to go over to her. WTF! That won't work. I go down the slide. Still a kid. I look over and see the lady looking over her shoulder. I didn't see her face because her hair blocked it. She looks at the guy and says something, grabs her bag and runs off with the guy.

I am such a fucking dumbass!

Talia

"Shit." I mumble.

I accepted his liking of me and told Matt about my crush that I have had on him. We are now trying to figure out if we are going to be together. I don't know.

So when I looked over my shoulder I see him. Tyler. I have the urge to just race over to him and be in his arms but I can't. "What is it Talia?" Matt asks me. "I need to go." "Where?" Matt asks. "Away from this park." "Okay then. I am coming with you." If you ask me, a little stubborn.

I look over my shoulder to see Tyler catching up to us. No!!!