Art Book...I Think xD

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“You are my sun.„

He said with a big proud smile holding me in his arms.

The sun.

His sun.

“I am the sun.„

I said softly and he smiled,as he watched the small smile forming on my lips,his fingerprints slowly going along on my cheek.

My skin was cold,but under his touch warm.

“My sun.„

He gently kissed my forehead as I gave out a weak smile.

You said I was your sun in your universe;the universe of madness.

Making every star shine brighter than ever because of my sun.

Because I was your sun.

You said my freckles could be the stars,that I could close my eyes and imagine the planets circling around me as if I am the center,the sun.

You said you loved it,me being the sun in your universe.

You said you loved me.

But...

вυт ι dιdn'т ĸnow тнaт ι waѕn'т тнe only ѕυn oυт тнere ғor yoυ...

тнaт ι waѕn'т ѕpecιal..

тнaт ι waѕn'т yoυr only ѕυn..

ι ĸnew yoυ were lyιng..

вυт wнy ι ѕтayed?

ι ѕтιll don'т ĸnow...

вυт even now тнaт ι aм нoldιng on тo мy cιgareттe aт 6:27 aм,ι wonder..

wнy ι loved yoυ ѕo нard..

wнy really?

wнy?

wнaт dιd yoυ ѕнow yoυ мe тнaт day ι ѕaw yoυ тнaт мade мe ғall ѕo мadly ιn love wιтн yoυ?

ι loved yoυ мore тнaт ι coυld ever love мyѕelғ..

and ғor wнaт?

ғor yoυ тo cнaѕe aroυnd тнe мore вeaυтιғυl ѕυnѕ..

wнιle ι waѕ ѕιттιng нere ιn тнe darĸ oғ yoυr υnιverѕe тнιnĸιng тнaт ι waѕ тнe only one ғor yoυ..

тнe only lιgнт.

вυт yoυ ĸnow wнaт?

even ιғ yoυ leave мe,ι wιll ѕтιll love yoυ,вecaυѕe тнaт nιgнт ι really ғelт ι waѕ тнe ѕυn..

yoυr ѕυn.

~3:07 aм