Shattered

Chapter Nineteen

I spun around to see a furious Harry.

"I can explain, Mr. Styles. See, I'm on your side, and I found Hadley walking around by the Hospital. I've taken her here, to put her where she belongs." Cody stepped slightly behind Harry and winked at me.

"And who the hell are you?" Harry growled.

"Cody Johnston. I stayed at the Hospital with you for a while."

"But how did you know about Hadley?"

"I have my ways, Mr. Styles." Harry squinted his eyes.

"No tricks or you die." Harry rushed upstairs and Cody stayed behind.

"What did you do?!" I hissed.

"I have a plan. Relax." Cody looked at me and my Dad and smiled.

"I'll be right back."

Hours passed and Cody still hadn't returned. I sat beside my shaking Dad and looked him in the eye.

"We have to get out of here. I have a bad feeling about Cody and Harry. We need a plan." I smacked my fist against my open palm. My Dad laughed.

"I'm scared of that kid. I don't want to die." He stated. I rolled my eyes.

"Dad he's all bark, no bite." I was proud of myself for coming up with something like that on the spot.

"I don't want to die. Not right now. There's still so much I want to do." He sobbed again which made more tears fall down his cheek. I scoffed.

"Like making amends with your daughter?!" I raised my voice a little, which shocked my Dad.

"Hadley I said I was sorry !" He rumbled.

"So that just automatically fixes everything?! Dad, I'm a mental and psychical wreck! Pretend I'm a pretty flower vase, okay? Now you came along, and threw me on the floor. I'm shattered and broken. You can't fix that! You just simply can't. No matter how hard you glue or tape or try to put it back together, you can't. Because there will be pieces missing, or broken pieces that don't quite fit. I'm that vase, Dad. You can't fix me." My voice was gruff and uneven, but it was true. I was shattered and broken from the inside out. I was unfixable. No matter how many people try to say it's okay, it's not. It's most definatly not. I had to live through a childhood of beating and neglect. I felt unwanted and unloved, which no child should have to go through. I hate to talk about my past because I got called an attention seeker. Nobody cared to listen to what I had to say. Not even Sevonna knew about my past. The only person - or people - I told were Roman and Harry, and all of Roman's friends. Not even Cody knows. Heck not even Meadow knew half of it, and she'd die if she did.

"Hadley I didn't mean to cause you this much pain."

"IF YOU DIDN'T MEAN TO THEN YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT!" I yelped. Standing up I ran upstairs to witness the worst thing I ever wanted to see.

Harry holding Gemma by the hair of her ponytail.

"GEMMA!" I screeched.

"HADLEY GET OUT OF HERE!" She shrieked back. Bolting out of the door, not bothering to see where Harry was, ran down the driveway.

This was an infinite circle I wasn't going to get out of. As I reached the gravel road at the end of the driveway, Cody's car was parked there with the passenger door open.

"GET IN! HURRY!" He waved his hand and I made my legs move faster, jumping into his car while slamming the door.

"GO GO GO GO GO!" I shrieked. Hammering on the gas Cody sped off, leaving Harry who was apparantly chasing me, in the dust of the gravel road.