Tired, you?
Today should be just a another school day
Today should be just one panic attack
Today should've been just school
But today was hell
I'm sick of being the stupid friend
I'm sick of insults being yelled at home
I'm sick of trying so hard to be happy
I'm sick of trying to be strong for you
I'm sick of trying to be strong for myself
I'm sick of my friends never noticing when I say
hi
I'm sick of my mother twisting my words
I'm sick of my age being used against me
I didn't ask to be born!
I'm sick of saying I'm low but then have to act like I feel better
Just
Because I don't want to be depressing
I help, right?
If i am true to how I feel, then I won't help
Not in the slightest
I'm sick of hanging on so desperately to something that I can't afford
Something that won't happen
Only in my dreams right?
Only in my dreams
Thursday is dreaded because of detention for just bad timing!
Well yeah I'm tired
That parts not forced
I want to write more but honestly, my fingers are sore from holding something so tight to make it go deep I'm sorry
I really am
