I'm sorry for this okay?
A dream of death and wish for one too
Crying every two seconds and staring at a wall
I realise now that I'm broken beyond repair
No words nor music nor love can mend the crack
Those damned cracks speading out from my mind
Covering my body like cobwebs, black lace
Black lace that reads distruction
I feel out of place, don't belong, my smile is fake
I feel like a star
Everyone says it's pretty but really it's exploding
Shattering and flying shards might hurt those around me, I hate hurting people
Spirits in the dark the way you did
I won't let the wind go quietly
I don't want to explode and hurt someone
I'm sick of this feeling
Its always there
Some days I want to rip my skin off, shred my chest and face
This body doesn't feel like home
This body doesn't feel like me
I hate it
This body is logically mine and I know that
But that god damn feeling isn't leaving
I know I'll explode like that star, some day soon
So I'll drown the power
Drown the heat of a thousand suns
Drown in that feeling and let my hands control
Down the poison
