Presence (Cashby)

Well i know...

I thow my cat stuffed animal in my suitcase and zip it up.

"Ready yet Austie?"I ask turning to see him Struggling to close the suitcase. "We are only going for a few days!"i chuckle "got enough stuff?"

He sticks his tongue out at me and finally zips it up. Let's go!

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We get to the airport and I gulp down two pills. Airplanes. We walk through security get searched all the good stuff then board the plane.

"Shhh Alan" Austin whispers obviously seeing my shaking. "You're okay. You're with me."

He looks back to see Phil and Tino sleeping on each others shoulders and we couldn't see Aaron. How are they sleeping already?

Austin gives me a quick kiss on the cheek then digs in his bag for his rolling stone magazine.

I lean back and take deep breaths. As the plane lifts of I quickly grab Austin's hand and squeeze so hard that I can't believe I didn't break his hand. Austin smiles but continues to read his magazine. I'm freaking out.

After an hour long flight we finally land safe and sound. I almost died.

A black stretch limo picked us up and we headed to our hotel that was right on the beach.

"Erm. Who's sharing a room with who?" Tino asks realizing we only have two rooms.

"Alan and I can take one room you three take the other" Austin smiles. The cringe but don't care much. They just follow Austin's suggestions. We walk in to a single,making sized bed.

"Weren't there supposed to be two twins..." I say

"I pulled some strings" Austin hugs me. "If the guys ask i put up a fight but no luck"

"Can we go down to the water?" I ask quietly

"Of course."Austin smiles. I walk into the bathroom to change into my swim trunks and I trace the outline of the faded scar on my leg. I mean. If Austin and I do do anything....it's too faded to see right? I walk out of the bathroom to see Austin in his trunks and eying me up like a piece of me. He comes up tracing my abdomen muscles.

"You're so perfect" he whispers. Holding my hands. I lean in placing my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat.

"I think I love you" I whisper so quietly that he can't even hear.

"Guys!" Tino says knocking on our door. "Quit fucking around and let's go to the beach."

We chuckle and join the rest of the boys. Once we get down in set myself on a chair with my feet in the sand and let the warmth of the sun surround me.

"Come on Alan!"Aaron yells from the water

I shake my head "I hate water"

"You're such a cat gingey!" Phil jokes. It's true. I just don't like water. I have no emotional trauma or anything. Just one summer I hated the feeling of being wet.

After an hour the guys get bored of splashing and dunking each other and come in. I shut off my phone, giving up on twitter.

"Wanna hug?" Austin taunts.

"Noooo way" I jump out of my chair.

"Come on" he smiles.

"Stop it Austin I don't wanna get wet!" I scream angerily.

"Dude" Phil says to Austin. "You better not. He screamed. He never talks louder than a mouse"

Austin frowns "I'm sorry"