ch. 19 ♡☢

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  i had to redo this update like 509 gabillion times so please appreciate it thank you  

                                                                *Calum's POV*

         
It's been a week since we all had the sleepover at Luke's house. I don't know why but, just being alone with him for 7 minutes made me feel.. different about him. And the way he slept so close to me almost made my stomach explode with butterflies. I don't know. All I do know is that, ugh, I just can't do that to Adi. And Luke's getting out of a rough time too. I just cannot let this happen.                                                                                             I got to Adi's house and ran up to her room. I kinda felt bad, considering I may be starting to have feelings for Luke. I just need to push those aside for now.

                                                               

"Adi! I'm here... and apparently so is Michael?" I said, giving her a look as if saying "what the fuck is he doing here".

"Michael's just here because the Katie situation just now hit him and he needs a friend." she put her hand on my shoulder and gave me a sypathetic look. God, even a small gesture makes me feel awkward.                                                                *Adi's POV*                                                                   "Oh." he said and sat against my bedframe on the floor. I sat down next to Michael again as I patted his back.

                                                               There was an awkward silence before Calum spoke up.

"Uh Adi, can I talk to you out there? In private?" my face went red and I immediately changed my expression from empathy to nervousness. I simply nodded and walked out with him.                                                                He shut the door and dragged me further into the hall.                          

"Adi look, I love you and you know that but, I think we should take a little break." and that's when my heart dropped. "Just because neither of us have really been with someone else. I mean, maybe we'd enjoy someone else's company you know? And I swear if we don't like it then we'll get back together. Alright?" he gave me hopeful eyes.

I though about it then answered. "Yeah okay. I guess it'd be good. For the both of us." I softly smiled and we went back into my room.

He grabbed his stuff and chuckled. "I guess I'll be going now." he stepped out and shut the door. The last time he'll ever do it.                                                                I walked oved and plopped back down next to Michael as he gave me a look of hope and sorrow (v cliche ik dont judge)

*Michael's POV*                                       "W-well? What happened? Are you okay?" I could tell she was a little disappointed or something.

"We're over. Adi and Calum are officially D-O-N-E done." she sniffled.

"I'm really sorry Adi. I know how much you guys meant to each other." I looked at my shoes.

I can't help but feel that some part of their break up was because of me. Their loves was the besf I had ever seen in my whole life. So much better than my parents, grandparents and even aunt and uncle. Considering I've never really had a good example of love, they were the best I had. Now it's just gone.

"Oh it's okay," a smirk formed on her face as she leaned closer to me. "At least I have you now right?" she went for my lips but I pushed her off.

"So what I'm just your rebound, huh!?" I yelled. She tried to inturrupt but I didn't let her.

"You and Calum ended it so that you could just run off to me until Calum made up his mind again and then you just leave me?! Uh uh, no. You're just like your fucking sister. And I am not doing that again!" she stared at me and I could tell tears were brimming in her eyes. She's nothing like Katie and we both know that but, this is just another thing Katie would do.

"I gotta go." I muttered. Grabbing my jacket and slamming the door. I stood for a second to see if she'd chase after me. But all I heard was the sound of muffling blankets and loud crying.

                                                                 tooooo muuuuuch shiiiiiiit

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