𝖜𝖎𝖘𝖍 𝖎 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 [p.m]

𝖘𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖍

5:06AM

Austin:
im going to introduce the shit out of me

Austin:
im someone with a drinking addiction, i smoke a lot, im not really the kind of people that people like to hang out with but im just my ficked up self

Austin:
im always either drunk or high, im always being funny to hide that im fucking fucked up and sad and lonely

Austin:
im drunk right now

Austin:
i know u want to know me better but im so fucking afraid that if i tell u who i am ull go

Austin:
because im not like everyone

Austin:
im so fucking different

Austin:
and people dont fucking like it when ur different

Austin:
and i dont want u to see the other me

Austin:
i want u to know me as austin post

Austin:
i want u to like me as austin post

Austin:
not as the one every fucking one knows me by

Austin:
u dont fucking understand me i know but i cant say it

Austin:
please dont hate me bcz im fucking scared to show u who i am

Austin:
u make me happy

Austin:
its so good to finally have someone to talk to that doesnt know who i am and whats my work and shit like that

Austin:
i dont want to change that

Austin:
i fucking love you

Austin:
and im fucking drunk

Austin:
and high

Austin:
but thats what i do when i want to forget everything

Austin:
i want to go back to america and see you bcz i fucking missed you

Austin:
i want to tell you my social medias' name but ull find out so many shit

Austin:
and i dont want to

Austin:
im not ready

Austin:
not yet

Austin:
sorry

11:34AM

Dot:
Austin what the fuck?!

Dot:
Nothing would change the way I like you, you're my friend!

Dot:
I know you're not perfect but fuck it, I love you like you are!

Dot:
Nothing will take me away from you

Dot:
I don't want to lose you