Drew Barrymore

San Antonio Heart-Break

Summer is the time of the year where we really got close with one another. Once school ended, both of us were going to have the time of our lives seeing one another each day. This summer was going to be super exciting and I was looking forward to being able to spend more time with her. Fast forward to June 20, 2018 a Wednesday afternoon. I had gone to a basketball camp that was in San Antonio and it lasted three days but in reality, it lasted a week. The drive to SA was alright and I had made it through the first day of camp. The next morning everything went swimmingly until around five in the afternoon.

I was getting ready to go eat at one of my aunts houses when she sent me a message that changed our relationship.

She admit to me that the other night when I had gone to sleep, she had stayed up and gone to a party. Now I was okay with her going to this party because I put my trust in her and she knew it. What I didn't know was that at that particular party she had done something that still hurts me to this day. For privacy purposes, I will not reveal what she did but all the message said was: "Baby, I ****** last night at the party".

What you told me that day never left my mind. I wonder how you thought I would react.

That particular message shattered me, I remember almost falling to the ground in anger, sadness, and disbelief all at once. The person I least expected to hurt me this way was the girl who had my heart in her hand. My mom told me it was time to go so rather then put off the matter until later, I decided to confront the problem. I texted her in waves of paragraphs that were associated with questions such as, "Why, why would you do that to me," or, "How could you do that to me?.

She had always been a good girl, she stayed out of trouble and always tried to get good grades in school. I would push her to be the best she could be in her academics. When she would party, I would let her because I did not want her to think that I did not trust her. When she was home, she would always do what her mom told her, she never talked back. However when she told me what she did that Tuesday night, my whole world that revolved around this girl would come crashing down.

This memory of you is one that I will never forget. Why? Because this incident both brought us tremendous amount of pain to one another. I can't forget every night I stayed up crying because of what you did. You had a choice that night, to do what you did or simply not do it at all. I never thought that you would do what everyone else in our town did because to me you were not that type of girl. In my eyes, you were so perfect and so pure but you really had to let me down didn't you.

After I sent her all those angry paragraphs detailing my feelings towards what she did, she began to apologize. She sent me loads of sentences/paragraphs in which she kept saying how sorry she was for doing what she did and how she loved me. Now because I was extremely upset with her, all of her apologies and "I love you"s did not matter to me. This arguing went on for about five minutes before I she snapped. She told me that she was done arguing and that she was done with me. Confused, I asked her what that meant and she responded by saying that she did not want to talk to me anymore and other things I cannot remember. While the conversation between us was lost in translation, all I can remember was that she did not want me anymore.

From that point on, we changed. Both of us never went back to who we were at people. I remember her telling me how this argument changed her and that she would never be the same. For a while, she wasn't the same. When I say a while, I mean months. We didn't talk normally until I'd say about two months later.

When her and I were texting about what she had done, I posted this picture on my story. Out of frustration, I believed that I was by myself in this world. The love of my life betrayed me so I thought to myself, "It's just me, no one else." Of course, she saw it and asked about it. I explained what I meant by this and this just only added to the problem.

**Down below, you'll find the true story of what happened that day. I texted my best friend, Carolina, to explain what had happened because she knew this girl almost as well as I did, if not better. There are some things that are misspelled but I typed this in a hurry so that's your explanation. The story on the picture is different and more detailed from the story I told you above but keep in kind that this happened 6 months ago so my memory is blurred. Enjoy.