ON HOLD - I'm Drowning In A Sea Of My Own Past (Johnnie Guilbert)

"Danni! Wait up!"

I wake up to see my phone ringing. "Hello?" I say a little groggy.

"Aye betch! Did I wake you up?" My best friend Kam says.

"What's up slut? Nah, I should probably get up anyway," I say climbing out of my bunk.

"Will the devil let you out of hell long enough to hang out with me?" She asks.

"I won't be home for a while," I say.

"Oh, well, are you gonna be back later? I'm bored and have nothing to do," she says.

"I won't be home for about three..." I trail off.

"Three hours, okay I'll b-"

"months Kam, I won't be back for three months," I tell her.

"What!" She screams.

"My ear, I'm on Warped Tour," I say.

"Yay! Where are you guys today?" She asks.

"Um, I honestly don't know," I say, "Andrew, love, where are we today?"

"We have an off day, but we are driving all day to Houston, Texas," he says.

"Thanks love," I say to Andrew.

"No problem," he smiles.

"I'm on the way to Houston, Texas," I tell Kam.

"When is Atlanta or Charlotte Warped?" She asks.

"Charlotte July 28th, Atlanta July 24th, I think," I say.

"I'll get tickets to see you there," she yells.

"God damn girl, that was my ear," I say.

"Sorry," she laughs, "oh shit, you're in a different time zone, I am so sorry, I'll let you go back to sleep."

"Thank you my love, I will call you back later," I say. We say our goodbyes and I climb back in my bunk, falling back asleep.

"Let me go!" I squeal. I get thrown into a van. Two men are in the van, one driving and the one that put me in the van. "What are you going to do to me?" I ask. "You'll see," one of the guys says. I kick the guy holding me down in the face. I jump up trying to kick out the windows and banging on the doors. The guy I kicked pulls me bad tying me up. "No! No! Please no!" I cry out.

"Danni! Danni, wake up, you're okay, it's just a dream," my eyes shoot open. I sit up jumping back from Cyr, Andrew, Bryan, and Johnnie standing in front of me. My breathing slows.

"Did I wake you guys up?" I ask. We are all sitting in the front lounge after my freak out from my dream.

"No, we were all up," Cyr says.

"Who were you saying no to?" Bryan asks.

"I've had the same nightmare since those texts first started," I explain, "I've had an encounter with the people who've sent them before, I've talked to the police, but it never works."

"All of the bands are stopping at Walmart, thirty minutes guys then it's back on the bus," Andrew says. I throw on a hoodie and brush out my hair. I take my vlogging camera and get off the bus.

"Hey guys we are at Walmart right now, I decided to just wear shorts, a hoodie, and Vans to go in here, I just have to get a few things. Possibly more dry shampoo just in case, a few snacks and candy, stuff like that-"

"Danni! Wait up!" Johnnie catches up to me.

"Look, it's Johnnie Guilbert, like omg," I laugh.

"It's me, the fabulous Johnnie," he says in a high-pitched voice.

"Okay, well, I have to get one of these small baskets and go get the stuff I need," I turn off my camera, grabbing a hand-held basket. I get the stuff I need, check out and walk back to the bus. I walk to the back lounge with my three bags.

"What did you get Danni?" Damon asks.

"I got a bunch of different stuff, stuff for sandwiches, chips, I got me candy, stuff like that, go put this in the fridge and freezer," I hand Damon a box of 24 ice cream sandwiches, ham, and bologna.

"Plus put this in there Johnnie," I hand him bread, Nutella, and the chips, except the ones I want to keep from myself. They carry that stuff in there.

"Good thinking Danni!" Andrew yells.

"No problem," I yell back. I put my candy and chips in my bunk.

"If we have off days or we're driving all day, we can fix a sandwich," I say, seeing that they've already gotten into the ice cream sandwiches.

"What do we have from sandwiches?" Bryan asks.

"I got Nutella, peanut butter, ham, bologna, mayonnaise, stuff like that and I got chips," I say.

"Yes!" Bryan says.

My text sound rings out saying, "sweet as sugar, hard as ice, hurt me once, I'll kill you twice" in Jeffree Stars voice. I may have met him once or twice, fine, it was about seven times.

"Is someone hiding a Jeffree Star on our bus?" Bryan asks.

I laugh, "No, my phone just went off." I grab my phone.

"Nice job in Achorage yesterday, you get along with band members so well." Another text from the unknown number.

I decide it's time to change my number and get a new phone. I save all of my phones contents onto my laptop all of my music, photos, contacts, stuff like that. After I finish that I throw my phone against the wall, smashing and breaking it. Johnnie comes running in.

"What happened?" He asks.

"I have to buy a new phone and get a new number," I say.