It's Just Our Time

Be Just Fine

'He smiled at me and I felt my heart just stop. "hahahaha.. fuck.." I was catching feelings again.'

He was something so perfect,

Or at least that's what I used to think.

Imagine,

Meeting this spectacular person online,

This amazing group of individuals.

You're all friends,

And because of one's stupidity,

You fell like a fool.

I should've read the signs,

Should've remembered to read between the lines,

But here I am.

He's gone,

Corbin's here...

My therapist told me,

"Beware relationships right after you're broken up, they don't work."

Well, 

Fuck logic; right?

We're almost 1 year! :))

You've seen my boyish side,

My unladylike self,

I burp,

I play video games,

I watch Indiana Jones,

And hell yea,

Harrison Ford is life.

Still,

I watch Red vs. Blue,

And boy. CABOOSE.

If you couldn't stand me before,

You'd left.

You have shown you can stand me.

I only get more tomboyish,

I'm the least girly in my household.

Love me?

hate me?

Wish me the best?

Wish me the worst?

Ah well,

Fuck feelings..?

That remind you of a certain emotional breakdown?

My Clover,

Not anyone else's,

I picked you.

And I'm not handing my Clover over,

Lol you're mine.

But be careful with me,

You may have picked a rose,

But it does come with thorns,

And thorns...

They make you bleed...

And they fucking hurt.