It's Just Our Time

Feelings

Everything here,

Everything's drifting..

Everything's weird...

I feel like your drifting,

But you said you're not...

I trust you,

But I will have thoughts..

Painfully true or painfully fake thoughts...

Just stay,

Please stay.

I was fine when I lost them,

But I don't know how to explain this...

Without becoming red...

Um.. Here it is:

You make me happier than anybody ever has,

Seeing your texts in the morning to greet me,

The texts at night where I'd smile before I sank into my dreams,

You've turned every nightmare to a dream,

Every shake to a laugh,

Every beat to a skip,

Every day is brighter,

I wanna future... Crazy right?

I feel like a major dork and I feel okay to be silly and absolutely free,

I feel no chains or any harsh feelings..

I see people crying and screaming in pain,

But then they disappear and I see the laughs and the smiling faces around me,

You nicknamed me Rose, but with you,

Everything around me is happy...

I don't feel dark,

Or see the dark,

All i see is this bright light and when I look at you,

I see a guy that was clumsy,

Slipped on ice holding onto a rail,

Met a girl who made him laugh,

Felt like she was ugly,

Hated herself,

And wished she died...

Then he asked her out,

She was a stupidly plain person apparently with her "sure"

They've been happy ever since,

Dreams of laying beside you listening to your heartbeat,

I could sing you songs,

You could tell me bad puns and jokes,

We could both fail "epicly" on ice and roller blades,

Every morning I want to wake up with you beside me,

To say I love you in the morning,

To give me a feeling none have...

To be mine until we die...

And whatever comes after ❤

This is how I feel about you...

As summed up as it can get...

If I said this to your face...

I'd be bright red..

Like I was when I tried to describe my feelings for you,

In this chapter.

But personally,

I love this chapter,

In my life...

Because of you ❤