i walked down the hall, tired since i just woke up from a nap in my office.hanji gave me more papers for levi, with a wink and a wish of luck.it might be very late since i didn't hear anyone else awake.i stopped in front of levi's office.i knocked then entered.my eyes caught the sleeping captain.my heart pounded at the sight.a smile grew on my face as i walked closer.i set the papers on the desk and stood there.i walked to the other door that led to his bedroom.i grabbed a small blanket and went back to the office.i threw the blanket over levi, without thinking i kissed his forehead "don't fall asleep on your desk.your back is going to hurt later" i walked out of his office and closed his door.
i walked down the hall, the halls became dark.one by one the torches blew out.i stood there in fear.i couldn't move nor speak.my heart pounded loudly."y/n" my head turned to the other side.
"erwin!" i dashed down the hall to find him.but i hit a wall.
"akria" another voice says, i turned back
"kenny?" i held out my arm as i walked down the long hall, that seems it won't end.
"y/n" a sweet voice calls from behind.
"mom?" i turned around and i felt a body.the body shape was familar, i wrapped my arms around her.but the clothing, it didn't feel like normal clothes, it felt like-
"i said get out of the way" she shoved me against the wall.i watched as her half naked figure walked away into a light.i ran after her, running into the light.i stopped at the sight.my mother's naked body on the floor, blood pooling around her.
"too bad she was sick" i looked at the guy who stood up, pulled his pants higher.he wiped his mouth with his sleeve.wiping away the blood."another slut?" he tilts his head at me."or a meal?" he held up a gun at me.slowly his finger pulled back the trigger and the bullet went flying towards me.
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i bolted up from my bed.i let out screams in pure fear, my eyes weren't healing.i couldn't see.i fell off the bed onto the cold hard floor.i crawled all over the floor to find the door.i couldn't find it in the four walls i was surrounded in.i dug my fingers in my eyes hoping it would trigger it to heal.but it didn't, i clawed my eyes unti i felt my eye sockets empty and cold.my screams didn't calm down.i kept calling out to erwin, levi, hanji anyone.i wanted someone to come to me and hold me so i won't be alone.instead i was hugged by the cold, like the ones my mother gave to me.
the only difference is that i didn't feel anything inappropriate clothing underneath her clothing.her hugs never showed love ever since kenny left.but now i plead that i can have a hug even if it's as cold as my mother's.i just don't want to be alone.my screams and pleads slowly stopped when i felt tired.i didn't want to sleep until i felt someone with me.maybe this is how i die?slowly bleeding to death, alone, and blind.no, i don't want to
the hunger in my stomach, i wanted to be gone already.i bit down on my arm and tore a piece off.chewing then swallowing, repeat.i didn't stop until i felt the pain in my eyes slowly decrease.but still i was losing blood.my body went limp after being hit by something.
"I don't... want to... sleep yet"
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a change of a human//Levi Ackerman x Ghoul! reader
Fanfictionyou were born in a world of titans and ghouls. a killer you were back then, but after being captured by commander Smith, you became part of the survey corps.no one was able to believe you, the happy, cheerful, and bubbly girl was a murder.but later...
