Amnesia

Chapter 12

Hello, this is the longest chapter I have wrote so I hope you like it.I hope you love it because I do XD anyway please vote comment and enjoy

-Rachel xx

(Alanas' POV)

Skip to the last day...

So here we are.The day we leave.You know, although the thought of coming to this cabin site three weeks ago made me literally sick to my stomach, I do not regret it one bit.In fact, it's deffinately one of the best experiences of my life.Actually scrap that, the cabin site itself and the activities in it are things I hope to never endure in my life again, but one person, one thing made it bearable, even likable.Luke Hemmings.That blonde hair blue eyed boy really did change my life forever.He showed me there was always positive in the negative, he showed me to live in the moment, he showed me that I am actually worth something and anyone would be lucky to have me, and most importantly he showed me how to be happy...happy with myself and who I am because that's what's most important. 

For the next two weeks and a few days I met up with Luke almost single day, well that was when either his family or mine wasn't busy.Our two families even had dinner, lunch and even breakfast few more times together.The Hemmings' are really nice people, all of them, but that wasn't suprising seeing how Luke is.For the days I didn't see Luke, I mostly stayed inside the cabin and drew, texted Sienna, Luke a few times but not many and even Stuart.Yes, Stuart.I know I shouldn't but I'm still not sure if I have feelings for him and I most likely won't know until I see him again.I mean seriously, what's the harm?I'm not cheating on Luke.How could I when he hasn't even asked me to be official.We act like a couple but no one knows just us.Our little secret.Before I thought it was a good idea, I agreed with him, but now i'm beginning to think he's ashamed of me.I know for a fact he's had public girlfriends because his mum once told me how she never liked them and I was much better, I guess she was hinting for me and Luke to get together, little did she know we already were we just didn't say.So why couldn't we say anything.I asked him once about it but he just changed the subject.It made me feel horrible despite the number of times Luke had told me how special I was.That's why I started talking to Stuart.We don't talk like a couple or anything but there is the occaisional bit of flirting, which I have no problem with.Stuart doesn't know about Luke and Luke doesn't know about Stuart because they don't need to.

At this moment in time, my mum, me and Andrea have just finished packing everything in the cabin up and mum is giving us an hour to go say goodbye to any friends that we had made.For Andrea, that meant any 7 year old in sight but for me it was just Luke.We agreed to meet at the Lake.It was the place we met and first said hello so it was going to be the place we wanted to say goodbye.

Eventually I saw Lukes' blonde hair, he was staring out at the lake.I ran over to him, he must've heard me because he turned around with a big grin on his face, opened his arms and hugged me tightly.I never wanted to let go but we did.I looked up at him to see him giving me a weak smile in return.

"So...this is it then?" I begin, taking a deep breath in.

"Yeah," he replies his voice cacking slightly at the end.No!I can't! I can't do this...jearing him like this breaks my heart.I know we've only known eachother for a short while, but it feels like i've known him my whole life.People would probably say it's just puppy love, and maybe it is I don't know but what I do know is that this pain, this pain I feel right now is unlike any other I have ever experienced.I couldn't stop the tear that fell from my eye.Then another one came, followed by another and another.I couldn't help it.Luke wiped away my tears even though we were both aware they would be replaced seconds later.He pulled me into another hug, tighter than the last.

"I don't want to go back Luke, I don't want to leave...leave this, leave us, leave you," I mumbled against his neck.

"Neither do I, but we have to," he stroked my hair, "These last weeks have been amazing and I wouldn't trade them for anything.You mean a lot to me Ally." 

"You do too Luke," it was short but he deffinately knew how I felt.

He took my hand in his, we walked over to the lake.He took his shoes of and rolled up his jeans.He sat down dipping just his feet in the water.I did the same and sat beside him.The water was freezing but I honestly didn't care, as long as I was with him.

We sat there, talking about everything and anything except for the fact that we wouldn't see eachother for who knows how long.I just wish Luke lived in England, even if it wasn't my part of England it would still be better than all the way over in Australia.Time flew past and before we kne it I only 15 minutes left with Luke.He realised it too, he stood up from the floor, dusting himself off and walked over to a little box that had been on the floor next to his guitar.How long had that box been there?Wait! How long was that guitar even there?I guess I was too focused on Luke I didn't see anything else, just him.He carefully picked up the small box and came back to me and sat down.

"Luke, is this for me?" he nodded smiling, "Oh no Luke you didn't hav-" he interrupted me.

"I know I didn't have to, but I wanted to."

He opened the box and picked up...a locket.A siolver locket, it had beautiful designs of swirls and flowers, it was just amazing.On the middle of the locket there was something in fancy letters inscribed; L+A. Luke and Alana.I turned to Luke, my tears threatening to spill.

"Open it," he said quietly.

I did as he said and saw that inside there was a picture of us inside; it was when mum, me and Andrea were over at his cabin for dinner the first time.We were both sitting on the sofa, our cheeks stuffed with meatballs, spaghetti spilling out our mouths and sauce all over our faces.We were looking at eachother laughing unaware we looked the same as the other.We had such a great time.I didn't know anyone took a picture of us.

"Luke, who took this picture?"

"It was my mum, I didn't know she did it either but one day I decide to go through the pictures on it and there it was," he grinned.

"Well Luke, I-I don't know what to say, I love it, I love it it's georgeous!Thankyou so so much." I  put the locket around my neck still admiring it. I remembered my gift it seemed rubbish compared to his now.

"Hey what's that?" Luke pointed to my pocket where a piece of paper was sticking out,No! My gift!

"Nothing," I stated quickly while trying to grab it.He was too fast he snatched it before I had a chance.He looked at the folded up paper then back at me,

"You know, I won't open it.Not unless you want me to," I could tell he really wanted to open it so I nodded slightly.

"It's a song." he said even though I already knew, I was the one who wrote it.He read through it and I was extremely nervous as I watched his eyes go left to right on the paper.I wonder what he'll think, what he'll say?He looked up and blinked once.

"Ally...this is amazing!!! When did you write this, how long did it take you, I didn't know you could write like that, why didn't you tell me you could write like that," he bombarded me with questions.I laughed at his impatience.

"Well, I started writing it like last week and I finished it two days ago.You didn't know because I didn't tell you."

"Wow...it's just...wow!"

"It's for you."

"Ally, I can't it's your song.."

"I can and I will so take it," I giggled.

"It even has the chords!" he exclaimed looking closer, "Will you play it for me? PLEEAAASSEEEEEE?"

I sighed, 

"Yeah, why not."

I walked over to his guitar and picked it up.I already knew the words, I just needed the chords so Luke held them for me.I began to play the song...