Euphoria // Grunge One-Shots

Backstage II - Eddie Vedder*

"Do you want to come inside, mr Vedder?" I ask with a playful voice.

Eddie's voice is low, "Oh definitely."

As soon as we're inside, Eddie presses me against the wall. The door is not even entirely closed yet and I let out a laugh when he realises that too. He kicks the door closed and turns his head back to mine.

Remember when I said that I'm not one to jump into bed with a guy I just met? Well, there's a first time for everything, right?

Eddie crashes his lips against mine and a lot of new emotions run through my body. He kisses me much harder than before and his tongue is battling with mine. Battling for dominance.

I move my body into his, bucking my hips up a little and earning a rough groan from Eddie when I move against his clothed erection. "Jeez, Ed." a load moan leaves my mouth when I feel how hard he already is.

"Bedroom?" it comes out as a whisper from his mouth.

"Bedroom."

Since he doesn't know where my bedroom is, I grab a fistful of his shirt, slamming my lips against his roughly as pull him with me in the direction of my bedroom. Clothes are already being discarded on our way there and when we reach finally reach my bedroom, we're left in just our underwear.

Eddie's eyes me closely and lets out a whine-like sigh of content, "You're beautiful."

The heat moves up to my cheeks and he smirks when he notices. I move backwards, sitting on the edge of my bed, unclasping my bra in a teasing-manner. The groans that leave Eddie's mouth make sure that I'm even wetter than before.

When my bra finally meets the floor somewhere in my room, Eddie immediately moves forward and practically throws himself at me. He has me pinned down on my bed, his hands on my wrists, keeping them in place above my head, while he's straddling me. "Beautiful, but such a fucking tease."

The laugh that escapes my mouth is quickly replaced by a moan when Eddie crashes his lips against mine and starts grinding down on me. The feeling of his clothed hard-on is enough to have me soaking wet.

Suddenly, a thought pops up in my mind and for a moment I freeze, all the emotions from before gone, replaced by fear and shame. I suddenly feel very self-conscious and naked. Eddie notices the change in my body language and moves back to look at me, "Everything alright?"

My eyes meet his and I suddenly feel much younger than I actually am. "If you don't want to continue, we can stop. I don't want to push you into doing something you don't want..."

"No! No, I- It's not that. I want to, I want to do this with you.. It's just-" I start, but Eddie cuts me off. "You've never done this before, have you?" The look on his face is gentle and everything and not judgmental in the least.

I look away from his eyes, ashamed, but nod nonetheless.

Eddie removes his hand from my left wrist and places is underneath my chin, lifting my face up to meet his eyes. "As I said, if you want to stop, we can stop. But I don't care if you've never had sex before and I certainly won't judge you for it."

A small smile spreads across my face and I move my face up to place a lingering kiss on his lips, "I don't want to stop. I just-, it suddenly crossed my mind and I thought you should know."

"Thank you for telling me, but now, let's get back to business." The hunger from before is back in his eyes and I once again completely lose myself in them.

Moans are being released as Eddie places kisses all over my bare chest, giving my nipple extra attention by licking them. One of his hands move to cup my breast and he squeezes it gently.